I Love You But I Think I Need Him Too

I Cant Lose You

Rachel P.O.V.

What have i done!! Im soo sorry Finn im so stupid for what i did. I didnt want too but i couldnt stop myself. My heart said no but my body said yes. I have to tell him but im so scared what he will do. I cant ruin thier friendship and the football team. They need Puck. I need Puck, i think but i love Finn. I hate myself for this.

I drive away and i start crying thinking about if i should tell Finn. I have too but im so scared. He is not good with his temper. He might just kill Puck. I cant see him tonight i have to cancel.

R: "hey baby im gonna have to cancel tonight. I am wiped out i can berly keep my eyes open. Im sorry 😞"

F: "ooh well its ok i guess. Go get some rest. Ill see you tomorrow. I love you baby good night ❤"

R:" i love you so so much!! I will do anything to keep you in my life. No matter what. I love you baby good night ❤"

F: 😘😊

Oh my gosh i cant believe i cheated on Finn. I am a horrible person. I love him so much and dont want to lose him. I know he going to want to break up with me when he finds out. I cant do this! I need to be alone for a while. I cant see him. I just cant. I turn the radio on and just go for a long ride..

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

Nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain, oo yeah
But love is always coming and love is always going
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time on your own
Do you need some time all alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time on my
Own
Sometimes I need some time all alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

I pull over somewhere up a hill and Im sobbing so hard. I dont want to loose you Finn. Im so sorry !!!

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FINN P.O.V.

Im kinda bum out Rachel couldnt come over. I wanted to hold her and have her next to me. But i guess she need to relax and just wait until tomorrow to see her.