I Love You But I Think I Need Him Too

I'll never love again

Finn pov

In my room packing my clothes in tears. I really don't want to leave. I hear the door slam and I can hear Rachel crying out loud. It breaks my heart hearing her cry. I hesitate to go to her and just wait a few minutes. I hear the piano key and she starts playing.

Wish I could, I could've said goodbye
I would've said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew, it would be the last time
I would've broke my heart in two
Tryin' to save a part of you

Don't want to feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna to give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again

( she sobs and stops. I slide down on the wall and sob quietly.)

When we first met
I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I'd find myself
Lying in your arms
And I want to pretend that it's not true
Oh baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turning, and turning, and turning
And I'm not movin' on

Don't want to feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name falling off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love

I don't wanna know this feeling
Unless it's you and me
I don't wanna waste a moment, ooh
And I don't wanna give somebody else the better part of me
I would rather wait for you

Don't want to feel another touch
Don't want to start another fire
Don't want to know another kiss
Baby unless they are your lips
Don't want to give my heart away to another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
Oooo I'll never love again
Love again
I'll never love again
I'll never love
Again

I won't I won't I swear I can't
I wish I could but I just won't
I'll never love again
I'll never love
Again

She stops and she is crying so hard. I get up and wipe my tears. I slowly head to the living room and she is lean onto the keys and crying.
"he can't be gone. He just can't be. What am I going to do without him? What did I ever do to deserve this? " she says to her self.

"you didn't do anything. It's all.my fault." I say and she gets scared. "you need to leave, you have to leave." she says between breaths.

"i don't want to leave. Please don't make me leave. I want to be here with you. I need you so much in my life. Baby please you have to believe me. I never said those things for her." I kneel next to her.

"i can't believe you anymore. Just go please don't kill me more than I already am. Just leave me here alone." she begs and I refuse.

I reach for her hand and they are ice cold and I notice her cast is off. I grab the blanket and place it on her and she uses it as a tissue. "please don't make me leave. We can work it out. I don't want to be out of your life. I'll stay out your way but please let me stay." she looks at me so miserable. I caress her cheek and lean in for a kiss and she slowly backs up. Disappointed I back up too. She just turns back to the piano and plays it. I don't leave I just admire her playing and try not to break down.