Forever (Book 3) [l. hemmings]

Chapter 30

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Victoria's P.O.V.

Twenty-four.

Twenty-four weeks pregnant.

I'd like to say I'm doing great but I feel pretty fucking shitty.

Not all because the sickness that comes along with pregnancy, but the way I look.

The way I look makes me feel really shitty.

The stretch marks, the swollen feet, my boobs are huge and just all the weight I've gained in general.. I hate it.

I stand in front of the mirror, looking at myself.

"Vic? Are you okay?" Luke asks as he walked into our room.

"I'm so fat dammit I hate this Luke this is your fault." I mutter.

He chuckles, "Vic, you're pregnant."

I glare at him and his smile leaves his face.

"Yea, but I have to put on weight for these twins and I hate it." I reply.

"Baby you still look beautiful." He smiles.

"Oh shut up! You're just saying that to try and make me feel better but guess what, it's not."

"I can't handle these mood swings." He mutters.

"Excuse me? I don't know if you noticed but I am fucking pregnant and it's your fucking children you fucking asshole if you-" I stop speaking, as I breakdown into sobs.

"Baby.." He whispers, rushing over to me and takes my hands in his.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He mumbles, pressing his lips to the top of my head.

"No, I'm sorry." I sniffle.

"It's alright, I understand baby." He whispers.

"I love you." I mumble.

"I love you, and our little ones, so much." He softly says.

I take a deep breath, "Okay, I'm okay."

Luke smiles, "Good."

He leans down and presses a kiss to my baby bump and whispers, "You two better be doing okay too."

"Why are you always talking to my stomach?" I question.

"Correction. I am talking to the babies." He states.

"Alright." I chuckle.

"Michael and Ashton are coming here for a bit, is that alright?" Luke questions.

"Yea, that's fine." I smile.

I head downstairs, I go sit on the sofa and sigh.

The babies move and I groan as Luke comes downstairs.

"You okay?" Luke asks as he walks towards the door, which somebody just knocked on.

"I'm fine." I tell him as Ashton and Michael step inside.

Ashton talks to Luke and Michael comes over to me.

"How the pregnant lady doing?" He asks as he falls onto the couch next to me.

"I'm alright, the twins don't stop moving, but I'm good." I reply.

Michael puts his hands on my belly and laughs.