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Violet Pt. 3

Few days later...

"WHAT?!"

My dad's voice raised as I told him the news.

"I'm pregnant."

"How many months?"

"Two."

"I want you to get rid of that thing will steer your career and life in the wrong path."

"Dad, if not a thing.. it's my baby.."

"Don't tell me he left you because you were pregnant. I knew he wasn't good enough for you."

"Dad.."

"I don't want you to ever see him again and get rid of that baby. I can't be around a young pregnant girl. What would people think of me. I can't have this girl being pregnant."

My mom sat there quiet until she finally spoken up.

My couldn't do anything when it came to my dad getting mad.

"Honey, I think you should calm down. I accept them and the baby."

"Are you serious now. We haven't even met him. How do we know he's bad?"

"I can see it. She my daughter. I know when she's happy. She's happy now."

My father sat down and looked at me in utter shock.

"I thought my own daughter was responsible. I don't want her to turn into her sister."

Not her again..

"Violet, if you don't get rid of that thing I'm not going to have you as my child anymore."

My mom gave me a look of fear.

My voice cracked as I struggled to speak but I couldn't.

My stomach craved for food and my heart was broken by my own father.

He wanted to disown me for carrying his grandchild.

He doesn't want me to be around Hoseok..

He was frustrated.

But I'm keeping my baby...

I will find a way to take care of him or her while having a a job.

It's my first time that I'm actually happy to have something that's apart of my life now.

Jhope was always first but I don't own him.

But I have this child in my belly and once he or she comes out I'll treat it with care.

A small smile crept my face to stop me from wanting to cry.

I stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

"Hey, where are you going? I wasn't done talking."

I stopped in my trace and spoke what I really wanted to say.

"I'm hungry."

"What the- Can't you see that I'm talking to you? I can't believe this much has happened.

"First, you get a boyfriend without my permission and now you're carrying some child inside of you. I expected more from you."

My mom laid her hand on my dad's arm urging him to relax.

I didn't cry. Nor was I going to get rid of my child.

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed five bags of chips and headed up my room.

In the back I can hear my mom speaking to my dad trying to speak to him.

My parents truly loved each other and they would never yell at each other.

They would speak out their problems.

Should I tell Hobi?

I entered my room and jumped into my bed.

I should start getting a job and save up more money.

I had a big jar of 1's to 100's in my jar. I didn't know the reason to save the money but I was going to use it for a reason.

For the child.

I laid my head on my pillow and a tear rolled down my cheek.

I thought I told myself not to cry in moments like these and to be strong.

Because...

Crying is for the weak.

Right?

Am I weak?

Will I be a good mother?

What happens if I can't provide for him or her?

I can't just live on like this. I need to plan to get a babysitter when the child was old enough.

My future plans as a swimmer. I can't throw them away.

I still need to find a way to get into my dream college.

I'm going to check out jobs now.

I got out my bed and slipped on my sweater and shoes.

I walked down the stairs and told my parents I wanted to get air.

Thankfully they let me go.

My dad wouldn't look me in the eye.

I remember being able to making him proud but I lost his trust.

I walked into town and found many places but they didn't fit my ideals.

"There's a sport's store here?" I entered in and was greeted by a worker.

"Welcome. How would you like me to help you?"

"I would like to speak to the manager I would like to apply to work here."

"Sure."

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"So next time I'll come for the interview."

"Yes." The man walked me out the door and I made my way to the convenience store.

I want candy.