Oblivion (Jungkook X Rosè)

5

- Rosè

"Why do you feel so bad about him?"
      Lisa asked.

We are now at my house...
That is originally owned by me and Jungkook.
After work, they had insisted to go here, at and even sleep even if we all have to go to work tomorrow.

"You just spilled the coffee, he yelled at you and now you look so devastated. I mean..."
        They are eating and Lisa swallowed first before continuing...

"We know you are sensitive, but the way you cried earlier is the way you cry when it is something serious."
        She added...

They know me well...
But they don't know my past that much.
All they know is that I came from the opponent hospital, that I am a doctor, a sensitive person, a fragile lady....

They know outer backgrounds but not the inner background.

"Nothing, I just felt so moody these days, it's my week due."
       I excused...

I lied...
It is still hard for me to accept the whole thing that had happened before. And plus, the fact that Jungkook is working on the same hospital wouldn't help either.

"Why is he even on the same hospital? They have their own hospital."

Their eyes stared at me blankly...
I avoided their looks.

"You just got your period last week."
        Jennie eonnie stated, and I felt frightened.

"You're lying."
       Jisoo eonnie exclaimed with frowning face.

"Why do we even need to bring it up here? It was an accident that I spilled the coffee on him, I am..."
       I was trying to excuse myself again but Lisa cut me off and say...

"At a lost of yourself?"
       Raising an eyebrow, she loomed at me.

Jennie eonnie and Jisoo eonnie did the same with same action, crossing their arms and leaning their backs on the support of the couch.

"You were never losing yourself during work, not even when you're sick, not even when your parents are scolding you."
       Jennie eonnie declared which is very right.

My parents...
They are always scolding me...
I am not working on the hospital they own, I left for my own and because my sister is better...now I am here, having these occurrences.

"You cried not for nothing Roseanne Park, those tears earlier means something."
       Jisoo eonnie stated and I saw Lisa and Jennie eonnie nodding in agreement for her.

"Tell us or we will ask someone else?"
       Jennie eonnie sarcastically questioned.

There is someone...
Who had a knowledge about everything.
That person was my bestfriend...ever since childhood.
From Australia until here, even before me and Jungkook had met, while me and Jungkook are sharing years and after everything had happened...

I kept a distance to that person ever since things had happened...

I had distant myself to everyone...
And even that person, I avoided that person because of what happened.

"No..."
       My lips answered for myself as I got stuck for a moment.

"Let me compose my thoughts first."
       I demanded.

They took silence for maybe a minute...
Until I took a deep amount of oxygen...

I looked at all of them...

"Things won't really going to be better if they will find it out...."

I just kept on gazing to each one of them.

"I just found it really embarrassing..."
        I am beginning to state a lie again...

"Nurses around us looked at me, that was such of a disrespect for me. He is a new doctor and he did that o someone he should respect."
       I stated, pointing out a lie....

"I still can't say anything..."

They sighed...
By this time, I am sure, they are believing wjay I have said already.

"Did he apologized?"
        Jennie eonnie asked, letting out a cringing expression in annoyance.

I nodded and mustered a smile.

"He went to my office and apologized."
       I clarified.

"We actually saw his shock face when he saw who you are."
       Lisa randomly informed.

"He was assigned to call you at the operating room, right? He got glued on his position right when you ran away to go the operating room..."
      Lisa stopped as she eats and Jisoo eonnie needs to continue it as I looked at her...

"And he looked so surprise to see how much of a honorable person you are, but then he yelled at you."
      Jisoo eonnie ended it there yet...

"If you could just see his face, he is literally scared."
       Jennie eonnie chuckled on remembering how she saw Jungkook's reaction, savageness filling her again.

"Oh, and I heard he is dating Tzuyu?"
       Lisa is sometimes really informative...in an irritating way.

"Yeah...he has his girlfriend Tzuyu already."

"Really?"
       In unison, Jisoo eonnie and Jennie eonnie gasped and asked.

"Mm, they even held hands before going out of the hospital. I almost vomited when I saw them."
       She nodded and whispered the last statement.

They continued talking about it...
But my senses shut down and all my sanity are gone...
So I just kept myself silent...

"Jungkook...
Won't you remember me?
Can't you remember a single thing?"

"Jungkook..."

I internally called him..
And right at that time...
My mind stated...

"I miss you so much..."