Oblivion (Jungkook X Rosè)

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A:   Shortcomings, I know...SORRY.

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- Rosè

A

week...
It has been a week and he stopped approaching me for real. I don't know but it felt like he gave up already.

And for somehow...
It's fine, because that's whay I ordered him to do.
But there's a part of me that hates it, because honestly...

"I miss him...
So much."

"Chaeyoung."
       A person sat beside me.

Smiling, eyes glimmering with happiness visible in every spark.

"Let's go eat."
        He invited.

I was about to go out, I'm just fixing my things in my bag.

"I'm planning on taking a rest. Let's just have it next..."
        I was cut off when he suddenly spoke.

"Then, let's just eat in your house. I'll buy foods."
         He suggested, still having that innocent and sincere smile.

I stood up and went out of my office...
Locked the door after he followed.

Then I turned around and immediately saw two couples being sweet lovely doves. The woman is holding his arm, clinging on it with sweetness. The man is smiling a little but our eyes met...

And I saw how his smile turned to be painful to look at.

"Chaey..."
         That serious voice from Chanyeol made me get off from the stare with Jungkook.

"Let's go."
        I invited and without even noticing it...

I headed straight to where his car is parked.

"Let me stop somewhere later to order food."
       He stated while opening the door of the car for me.

I nod a little as a response...
I leaned m back to the support of the chair, lied my head to it and closed my eyes.

I can sense Chanyeol's eyes for few seconds before the engine turned on.

But I shrug it off and let myself get drowned in tiredness.

Several moments had passed...
Chanyeol didn't gave a hint but he stopped the car somewhere and went out.

He should just have went to the drive thru or something, but he intended to go to a restaurant than fast food.

I looked around...
Few people are walking...
Most of them are happy couples having a romantic and sweet walk on this street.

Then it turned to be familiar when I saw a bench beside a streetlight...

"This is our first night out."
         He held my hand while I was busy on eating the ice cream he bought.

My eyes glanced on him...
I stopped from eating and felt a little hot in embarrassment.

It was the night we first came out for a date.
And we are walking on this same street.

"I hope you're happy with me tonight."
       He faced me and massaged my hand a little.

"Of course, I will be...every time I will be with you."
        Confidently, I answered, despite of me having blushing cheeks.

I still can remember how he smiled at me that time...
How he cupped my face and pecked a soft, gentle kiss on my forehead before stealing my first kiss on my lips.

"That's my first kiss."
        He mumbled, smiling at me proudly while I am frozen...

Frozen, standing on my position, eyes widened, lips are quivering.

He chuckled and grabbed my hand to started walking again...

"Continue eating your ice cream, that'll melt in your hands."
       He commanded  still having the proud smile.

A tear escaped through my eyes...
I squeeze my eyes shut...
And but my lip as I tried preventing myself on crying for more minutes.

"There will be no us anymore...
Will it be possible to happen again?"

I heard the lock of the car clicked as Chanyeol opened it. He entered and sat on his seat, driver's seat.

I can smell the food he bought.
But despite of me starving, my emotion still got to top.
I can't stop but just to bite my lips so that I won't make any sound.

It's dark...
He can't see me crying and he should hear me as well.
I don't want him to worry about me thinking of Jungkook again.

I don't want anyone to look at me with sympathy whenever I will get to cry by remembering me and Jungkook's shared memories.

Memories that are all too late for him to remember...
Because everything is already...

"Left in oblivion."

The engine started...
I felt the car moving, the sound of the turbo was heard and I took it as a chance to breath but Chanyeol spoke...

"Whatever it is, I'm sure he is involve. Continue crying, but please, I can't help you if you're not willing to be helped on moving on. You keep on remembering it, how can you get over with something you'll remember everyday like it's a hobby when you're bored and doing nothing. Stop thinking, let go of the pain, Chayeoung."
       His hoarse, serious voice took my pain a little off.

I'm afraid that he'll get disappointed because I'm not trying...

But what I am more afraid is that...

"The past will never be picked up from being forgotten."

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A:   SHORT CHAPTER, I know. Let me sleep and I'll update two more chapters tomorrow. It's 11:15pm here and I have classes tomorrow.