Oblivion (Jungkook X Rosè)

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A:    I fell asleep while typing last night, sorry!

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- Jungkook

I am inside her house, our house...
I

t's already evening and Tzuyu is not around since yesterday. It has been a day since I remembered her and informed her about it...

Here we are, staring at each other.

I pushed her to lay her on the bed and slowly, her back touched the soft mattress.

His fingers traced my jawline and.caressed my cheeks.

"You really do remember me..."
          Unexpectedly, she spoke out.

A chuckle escaped my lips.

"Do you remember everything?"
          She asked, her eyes on my lips.

With a little hesitation...
I shook my head and her gaze.lifted up to my eyes.

"But as long as I can remember you, it's fine, right? I'll be able to retain every memory, don't worry."
         I whispered, brushing her hair, fixing the mess on it.

She didn't gave a response...
And I internally sighed for it.

I stared at her for several seconds...
Until my eyes involuntarily landed on her lips.

Slowly...
I leaned and I felt her hands sliding on my neck.

Few millisecond...
Our lips touched...
Hers are warm and soft.

My hands unintentionally gripped on her arms.

That feeling...
The taste of her lips...
The way her lips gracefully moves...
The sound of of heartbeats...
Everything is very familiar.

"You really are the person behind that blurry image."

She pushed me enough to make me stop from devouring her lips which I'm sure she felt me longing for it.

"Why?"
        I asked, her eyes down, lips parted, something is on her mind.

I moved back a little...
Scanning her aura, but it seems like there's something I can't decipher.

"Does this mean, you're back to me?"
         Her voice is shaking, and her hands moved away from my neck and chest.

She motioned that she will sat up so I let her.
We are facing each other...
Her eyes are down on the bed, while mine are just watching her.

"We..."
       I know she is holding up her tears.

"We had an accident...the car accident. We are about to go to your parents for how many times was that, I can't remember. We are going to them because we are going to ask for their permission again, which they never and probably will never give to us."
         She continued...

And slowly...
Word by word, I can remember it.

"They are mad, they are mad at me. They don't like me..."
        She is breaking down.

Tears are already streamlined down on her cheeks.

"They don't like me plu..."
         I cut her there and placed my lips on hers.

My hands rubbed her thigh.

Once I pulled, I spoke...

"And just like before, we will fight for us."
         That was my answer but she pushed me a little and went off from the bed.

"But you also have Tzuyu."
          Those words tied my tongue inside my mouth.

My throat dries.
My body stiffen and my thoughts froze.

"This is what I am avoiding ever since. You remembering me, us being on the same events as before, our same scenarios that will be more complicated because there's another person involve."
         Her body was calm, but her eyes are screaming worry, pain, sorrow and doubt. Her lips are quivering and so as her voice.

My sight caught the movement of her hands that are now balled.

I hopped off from the bed and stood in front of her.
I pulled her by her waist and I know she wanted to get off but my tight embrace wouldn't let her if she ever tried struggling.

"But I can remember you now, that'll explain everything Sith Tzuyu."
         I answered, not releasing her from my contact.

"That won't explain everything. You lost your memories, because of that, we lost our thing. And because we lost our thing, we should just focus on what is being created now, and that's you being with Tzuyu."
        Her fists are on my chest, not letting me go lean forward.

"I am not sending you away, but remembering me doesn't mean we can go back to the way we used to be.  Not because you remembered me, everything will be fine and everything from us will be normal. You have Tzuyu, you have your parents opposing to the idea of me being your woman."
       Her brows furrowed...

Tears are continuously flowing.

"Chaeyoung..."
      I cupped her face, her hands hold on my arms.

My forehead touched her...

"Everything will turn wrong..."
         Her eyes closed...

"If we tried fixing our before."
         That's the thing that had knocked me down for this day.

I am not sure if she had thought of this just now...
Or even before everything of this had happened.

I am not sure about what to do...
I am not sure with anything because not every memory that I lost are back.

Plus...
Her words are right, she is right.

I have Tzuyu...
I have my parents...
Remember her...
Doesn't mean we can go back together.

"Why does everything need to be hard for us?"

"What's the sense of remember you...
If I can't take you back to my arms?"