harry potter oneshots

Harry- Tired

{Swearing, trigger warning for those who are insecure about themselves}

AllHailElmo44 ayye. This one's actually a request LMAO anyway. Hope you guys enjoy! 💚
DISCLAIMER: YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL! FUCK WHATEVER ANYONE SAYS!!!

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"Y/l/n, Y/s/n?"

You gripped your twin's hand, in order to reassure her. She walked up to the stool and sat down. The hat seemed to be talking to her, when it suddenly shrieked.

"SLYTHERIN!"

Your jaw dropped as you stared at your sister, who was also shocked. She slowly but hesitantly walked over to the Serpents' table.

"Y/l/n, Y/n?"

You exhaled as you walked and sat on the stool. Your palms were sweating as the hat touched your head.

"Hmmm... Another Y/l/n? Shall we- No no no... How about... GRYFFINDOR!" I gasped slightly as I looked over at my sister. She was looking at me with a pain in her eyes. I slowly walked towards the Gryffindor table, pushing my big square glasses up the bridge of my nose.

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"Y/n? You aren't coming to dinner?"

You held in your tears as you stared at your glasses in your hands.

"No. Not hungry." You replied shortly as your housemate hesitantly left you alone in the common room.

You let the tears fall as you dropped your glasses. You gripped your hair as you cried softly. Your breathes came in short gasps, as you desperately tried to fix your breathing.

You couldn't help the negative words that have been imprinted into your brain.

You're too fat.
You're glasses are ugly.
You're a waste of space.
Why don't you kill yourself? We don't need you.
No one loves you.

You tried calming yourself down by thinking of your mother. A beautiful angel, taken away far too soon. Sadly, this made you cry even harder as you left your glasses there, on the floor, and walking up to your dorm silently. Feeling like no one cared.

But, there was someone who did. A certain raven haired boy. He watched silently, in pure shock as the girl identified with no emotions, had cried. He didn't see just how broken the girl was until that night. His heart ached for the y/h/c haired girl. He desperately wanted to help her. He was just about to turn back to his room, when he spotted something reflecting light back to his eyes. Once he got closer, he realized it was Y/n's glasses. From then, he was determined to find out-

Why was she crying?

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You stumbled to sit, as you felt your head spin. You didn't take back your glasses, thinking this would make anything better. Once you sat down, you took some food, that probably as much as hamsters eat, and began to push it around with your fork.

"Oi Y/l/n. You're fat enough. Why don't you stop eating." The little group of Slytherins laughed at you. You put down your fork, knowing what they said was right.

"Oh, and you actually tried to be pretty today? Well guess what. It didn't work!"

You sighed as your dull y/e/c eyes were glued to the floor. You picked up your things as you rushed out of the Hall.

"Y/n. Y/n stop." You heard the soothing vouce of your twin from behind you. You turned around facing her as tears threatened to spill, but you refused to let them fall.

"Y/n... I'm so sorry."

She tried apologizing as she reached out to you.

"Sorry will not fix this."

You whispered as you took a step back and ran away.

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You sat on the floor of the Astronomy tower, dangling your legs through the gaps between the poles. You sighed as you stared at the bottom of the tower.

Would it be better if I jump?
Would anyone miss me?
What if I just... Do it?

You stood up as you leaned over the rail. You stared down at the bottom as you climbed over it. You stretched out your hands, as tears streamed down your face. Just as you were about to fall, a warm hand clutched onto your wrist, and forcefully pulled you back over the rails. Your eyes focused on a certain pair of green ones.

"You were really trying to jump?" Harry says, sounding devastated. You bit your lip as you turned away from him.

"No one would've cared anyway." You mumbled as you twiddled with your fingers.

"I care. Your sister cares! Why can't you see-"

You turned to him frowning.

"No. Those are lies. I get bullied, humiliated, and injured EVERY DAY, and both of you do what? Sit there and watch, then apologize when it's over. Yeah of course, you care." You said harshly as you took your things and ran away from him.

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Your eyes focused on your twin and Harry. They were murmuring some things to each other. You felt something bloom in your chest, it made you want to scream out of frustration. What is this?

You watched as your twin's eyes lit up every time Harry spoke, something that only happened when she fancied someone. You felt hurt blossom in you chest, but you wondered why.

Harry smiled at her brightly, hugging her then quickly running back to your table. You were frowning to yourself as he was smiling largely and your twin was blushing profusely. You sighed before deciding you weren't hungry anymore, and you left fot the library.

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"Y/s/n and Harry. Huh that's an interesting match."

You heard the rumours, only for them to be confirmed that morning. Your stomach dropped when you sae the two enter holding hands. You instantly felt sadness spread through your body. You were just about to leave when the Slytherins approached you.

"Aww. Is little Y/n jealous? Her older sister is getting more action than she is!" Your eyes betrayed you as they started to tear up. You grabbed your things and ran out, pushing your way passed the 'power couple'

"Y/n! Y/n please let's talk about this!" Y/s/n tried convincing you as she ran after you.

"What? What is there to talk about, hmm?" You turned to her, feeling hurt and betrayed.

"Please I didn't know you fancied him!"

"You would've if you listened to me instead of Nott and Parkinson." You spat as a look of realization dawned on Y/s/n's face. She was just about to apologize, when you beat her to it.

"You know what? I don't give a fuck. Because I'm Y/n Y/l/n! I don't deserve a happy ending. I don't care if you say sorry. I'm too tired of hearing those same aords over and over again."

You said as you turned around and walked away. Leaving a stunned Y/s/n behind.

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Oof I need to do a part 2. I just really wanted to update 😂