"Wow...that was really out of nowhere...why now?" You ask yourself, you always thought he hated you. You accept the offer, "Yea sure. When?" You text him back still unsure about your decision.
"Tomorrow is good, or whenever you want."
"I don't really care when, so tomorrow is good."
"OK, can't wait!"
"Yea, bye :)"
"Bye."
You really need other friends but considering what's already happened, that's gonna be hard. You can never trust anyone, to many trust issues now.
"I totally care about you! I don't know why I did that, please please please forgive me! " Tae finally texts you back. You look at it with a blank face, too many emotions circle around your mind, "It's been 9 hours and NOW you text me back?!?" You scream to yourself. You feel so frustrated, "Oh really? So what have you been doing those past 9 hours then? Making out with your boyfriend?!" You text back in anger. Your hands shaking as you send the text, "I'm really gonna regret saying that." You tell yourself.
"Haha...well I guess we were kinda doing it but I regret it. Please forgive me, I don't want this to ruin or relationship." He texts back.
You get even more angry when you read the part when he says "we did it". It breaks your heart to see that, why can't you trust anyone!
"Like that makes it better! You stupid boy! I wish I never met you guys, especially you!!" You answer him and it takes him an hour to answer back. You honestly don't care anymore, you feel like everything's falling apart. All your friendships, boyfriends and lovers. It's all gone...except for j-hope and me, we still need to meet up. So far the guys that you hate are Namjoon and V. You hope that it just gets better from there on, you want to fix it but you don't know how, "Ugh! Why is life so hard, I need to see Jonghyun... He makes me happy.."
You grab your phone and text him if we could meet up today, he said sure so you go over to the cafe. "Just act happy, it'll make him not worry." You tell yourself and walk in to see Jonghyun sitting down, he looks sad but then he looks up and smiles at you.
"Hey, how have you been?" He asks as you sit down.
You look at him with a fake smile, "Great!"
His smile turns to a frown, "I know this has been hard for you and me, listen...I really didn't want to break up with you but it's just that you've had so many lovers at the time. By the way, how's that going for you?"
"...oh...well, Namjoon just wants me for my body, and V... Ugh! I was literally right there with him and jungkook starts kissing him and then I looked over and saw that." You say and have a frustrated look on your face. He let's out a little laugh. "It's not funny!" You complain.
"Haha! Sorry! It's just you look so cute when your frustrated.." he says and looks down, his face seems flustered. "Haha...everyone says that..." You agree and you both order something to drink.
"Well, I'm sorry that those guys can't keep their you know what, inside their pants. I mean I probably have no room to talk but it's true." He says and smiles afterwards.
"Yea that's true. I swear guys can be annoying..." You start but are quickly interrupted by Jimin, he comes up and scares you from behind. "AH!" You look behind you, "O my gosh, Jimin!" You say with a nervous smile. He hasn't done anything to ruin your relationship yet, the only clear memory you remember of him is when jungkook and him did it in the kitchen. They thought you were asleep but you saw everything. "Hey y/n! It's been a while!" He says and smiles. "Yea it has. What brings you here?" You ask him and look over at Jonghyun, he's just sipping his tea.
"Oh I was just here for a quick drink and stuff. You on a date?" As soon as he said the word "date", it got really awkward, "D-date?? Hah! No no no~!" You say in a panic and glance at Jonghyun with a nervous smile, he seems like he's gonna laugh at your panicked face. "Yea, were just friend, bud." He says and goes back to sipping his tea.
"Ah~ ok. Well I'll be on my way, nice seeing you again, y/n."
"Yea you too." You say and wave to him as he walks to the counter to order.
"Alright, back to talking," You continue, "So yeah, guys can be annoying. Except for you, you're honestly the only guy I've meet besides felix, that's decent."
"Haha, ok then..that sounds kinda mean but ok.." he says with a smirk and drinks the last of his tea.
"I'm sorry, that wasn't ment to be rude. I'm a mess today." You apologize and drink your green tea.
"Wow! This is so good!" You say and drink more.
"So are we friends again? I really love talking to you and just hanging out, I just think that dating wasn't the move for us." Jonghyun says.
"Yea I agree, and totally! I really just want to go back to being friends!" You say with a big smile, it brings joy to you when you get more friendships.
<time skip>AT HOME
"Now, what should I where when I have to meet hobi? Something casual? Or maybe more flashy, no definitely not. I don't need more lovers in my life. Casual it is then!" You say to yourself and pick out an outfit to where.
"Tomorrows when we meet up! I honestly can't wait!"

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