Mental Illness||Jimin FF

~Plan~

I ran to the balcony and saw him about to jump off.

"NO Jimin don't do it!"
He slowly turned around and looked at me... Then he smiled.
I returned a smile thinking he would come back inside...

Or so i thought.

"I can't i'm sorry."

"W-what? Yes you can!" I tried to catch up to pull him back.
But i was to late. He let himself fall of the balcony, And i couldn't reach him.

"NOOO!!!!"
I ran and looked over the balcony but i saw no one.

"Jimin!!! Where are you!!" When i turned around i saw him hanging with a rope wrapped around his neck his face showing a blue tone.

i screamed my lungs out and turned back around.

What? How is this possible?

I shut my eyes tight...
I slowly opened my eyes and turned around

But he was gone...
"Okay calm down Y/n." I mumbled to myself.

I slowly walked back inside trembling In fear.

I'm so scared and so confused. Is this how he feels every single day but then  10 times worse?

I would like to know...

I must be dreaming Right?
"I know this is a dream! Stop it! This crap already makes Jimin suffer but it won't take me!" I yelled through the room but no response.

I felt like a idiot. Was it a dream? Or was it real?

I felt a fast breeze on my face and i immediately shut up.

It felt really real...

Okay breath... Just try to find Jimin.

"ChimChim? A-are you there?" I called out his name with my voice trembling.

I heard something...

I turn around as fast as i can and run to the kitchen to grab a knife.

Maybe this is real.

There could be someone in this house that did something to Jimin...
"Show YOURSELF now!!" I said full confidence but i did regret it.
"Hi.."

I felt hot breath in my neck and froze.

Just turn around I can do this, On the count of 3.

1...2... 3!
Lord please forgive me for my bad sins!

I my shut eyes turned around and stabbed him.

I felt terrible.
I slowly opened my eyes... and it was

J-Jimin?

His eyes went wide, blood came streaming out his mouth. The chokimg sounds and sound of him trying to breath was horrible.

"Jimin!!!"
His body dropped on the floor i saw blood everywhere. Tears making me see everything double.

I tried to stop the bleeding but i knew it was the end. i stabbed him in the heart.

It's to late...

I pulled him on my lap with all my strength.
"Don't g-go yet!" I said through my sobs.
His hand slowly reached for my cheek his warm now cold hand touched my warm cheek.
"I-i tried to protect you f-from that demon in my head. I'm s-sorry I couldn't p-protect you." He gave me a warm smile.

It would look beautiful if his face didn't turn white.

I looked at his lips that were turning purple.
"I-I'm sorry... I wish i could take your place."