Mental Illness||Jimin FF

~Going to work~

~Y/n POV~
"Jimin? What's wrong?"
I was very worried because he was crying...

Then i remembered running after him and waiting for him in the woods.

I sat up turned around and caressed his soft cheek.

"Are you okay?" Jimin looked at me confused with red swollen eyes and sat up to.

I created a little bit space between us but he didn't really care.
"Im so sorry i-i almost killed you.."

He tried to hold his tears in.
"No Jimin i decided to go after you if i died then it would've been my fault.."

His nose was red he looked so cute worrying about me...

He looked at me with a horrified expression. "And if i die-

I didn't finish speaking and he attacked me with a hug.

Him on top of me!
My heart is beating so fast!! with his warm body on top of my cold body. He is a lot lighter than i thought.

My skin felt tingly it burned a lot.

calm down Y/n it's just a damn hug.
"Don't say that if you die i will kill myself!"

I widenedĺ my eyes and a smile appeared on my face. He worries to much about me.

I caressed his back because i wanted him to know i was still here.

"Jimin..." i pushed Jimin away gently and sat up again.

"I wanted to ask you this but i don't know if i can.."

He looked at me confused
"Just ask i have to take my medication later anyway, we have time now.."

"U-uhm well how did you become you know like this? How did you become get mentally unstable?"
He looked down at his hands his hair covering his eyes.

"I know we know each other for a long time but i'm not ready to tell you i'm sorry."
Well that's disappointing... It must be something very bad.

"I-im sorry, i didn't mean to make you upset."

"No it's okay i will tell you someday anyway." He looked up again with a smile.

Now there is a awkward silence...

"O-oh i have to take my medication!! Wait. Where is the medicine?"
I gigglwd

"I always give you your medication silly, thanks for breaking the awkward silence by the way" I get up and made my way to his medicine that i hid.

He just awkwardly laughed and sat back down.

I walked to the kitchen and got his medication.

The reason i don't let Jimin know where his medication is, is because what if he is to late and he gets mentally unstable again.

Then i think he wouldn't be that stupid to take it. But he would throw it away so that he can't get back to who he was.

Well then we are in deep shit.

I got his water and pills i was heading back to Jimin but then i heard glass break.

What the hell?! What is he doing?!

"Jimin!!!"
I ran to his room without spilling water.

It's pretty amazing that I didn't spill any water. I was kind of surprised that i didn't either.

I saw him sitting on the bedside table.
There was broken glass on the floor from the glass water that was sitting there.

"Jimin what's wrong?!?" I said worried rushing to him.
"T-there is a s-spider on the f-floor!!!"