You were curled up on your couch crying and sobbing. Your phone dinged.
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You sighed as you shut your phone off. You wiped your tears and washed your face in the bathroom you didn't want him to ask about your feelings or whatever cause you literally just wanted to pretend that you were fine. Quicker than 10 minutes a knock at the door startled you. You opened the front door and smiled
"Hey!" You said over the top
He frowned
"Ok what's wrong?" He asked as you stepped aside and you both walked to your couch
"Nothing" you smiled
You unlocked your phone and went on social media
"Baby stop lying"
"I'm not Grayson I'm fine" you grinned before looking down at your phone again. He sighed before walking up you taking your phone at of your hands and sitting next you. You faced each other.
"Y/n stop saying your fine when your fucking not" he said looking into your eyes
"But I am fine!" You exclaimed making your smile even bigger
He grabbed your hands
"Listen to me I know your not" he said softly
"Grayson I'm fine" you said grinning like a weirdo
"There's tear stains on your cheeks your lip is trembling and I see the amount of tears your trying to hold back.......baby talk to me"
Your smile dropped as you sighed. You pulled your hands away and your head fell to your palms
"I'm insecure" you whispered
"There's nothing to be insecure about baby!" He smiled
You just shook your head
"No. No there is Grayson you just don't understand"
His smile dropped
"Everyday I see these beautiful girls all over Instagram. Every one of them wearing these tiny ass bikinis that I can't pull off but god how much I wish I could. I see how big their boobs are, how perfect their faces are, their tiny waists and are completely skinny, the way their hair moulds around their faces. I want that. I want that Grayson. I wanna give you the girlfriend you deserve I want you to wake up seeing a beautiful girl and a girl so perfect with no flaws. I'm sorry I don't look like them I truly am I wish I could be beautiful I wish i had their ass and their tits. I wish I was perfect. I feel like I'm being humiliated when I walk in public with you cause theirs so many girls that are just walking by looking fucking beautiful. It makes me feel like nothing. I come home and I can't bare to even look in the mirror. Which is why I avoid them. It's why I put so much makeup on it's to cover any mark, freckle or something I don't like. I want to feel beautiful so much. I want to wake up and not wish of just wanting to go back to sleep because I don't wanna face the day and the criticism that I'll give myself. I hate the way I look. I hate everything about me but it sucks because I can't change. I cant take away my ugliness or my insecurities which is why I'm sorry. I'm sorry you have me. No one special just me. You deserve someone beautiful you deserve someone other than.......me"
".....baby.." he whispered
"Please look at me"
You didn't move.
"Let me see you......please"
You slowly turned to look at him. He smiled.
"Look at that freckle on the side of your face god isn't beautiful. Ooo your beautiful blue eyes that I could look into all day. Damn those lips that form into sexy smile. Fuck your cute little nose that I love. Don't get me started on your boobs! There huge!" You laughed "your tiny waist that I love to wrap my arms around at night. Your long silky arms that are great at cuddling me. Your laugh when you find something funny god it's music to my ears. The way your cheeks go bright red when your embarrassed is adorable. Your sense of humour and stupidity is the best thing in the world. Y/n I could go on forever. I fucking love you ok. I love all of you. I know for a god damn fact that you are fucking beautiful. Your sexy, gorgeous, hot, peng, baby your smokin! Listen to me when I tell you this no one is perfect. No one. I'm not baby and your not either but your my imperfect little weirdo that I love. Your perfect to me y/n because your not perfect. You have flaws that I absolutely love. Perfection to me doesn't exist as everyone has a scar little or small. You are everything I want and more. I love waking up to you in the morning. I love waking up loving a new flaw about you. You could have bloody loads of imperfections but that just gives me bloody loads more of reasons why I love you. Y/n perfection doesn't matter. Your my imperfect little weirdo that I fucking love with all my heart"
You smiled. As a tear rolled down your cheek. He wiped it.
"Don't cry I wanna see your beautiful face"
You held his hands.
"You think what you just said didn't mean anything but it meant the world" you smiled
"I know it did"
"I wanna take you somewhere" he grinned
You let out a slight laugh
"Where?"
"Not telling youuuu" he teased
"Come onnn Give me clue at least" you pouted
He leant forward and whispered in your ear
"It involves me, you, blankets, food and the stars"
"I fucking love you"
This was some cute shit ngl 🥰
Ok! Little update on my writing schedule as you've probably realised I've been writing imagines everyday but that was only because I had started my Easter holiday which was 2 weeks long so I could post as many imagines as I wanted throughout the time I had off but since i came back to school today I won't be able to post as many imagines as I have before which sucks ass 😕 but I wanna get back into my lifestyle of going to prison for 8 hours a day so I'll be focusing a lot on homework and boring school shit that I don't wanna do.
My new writing schedule will probably be 2 imagines a day or one at the least but on weekends it will probably be 2 or 3 ❤️
I'm so sorry but it's gonna be really hard for me to juggle school, homework and write imagines but I will try and do as much as I can for the time being BUT I've got 4 weeks till my next half term so I'll manage to post A LOT of imagines with the week that I have off. Love you guys I'm sorry ❤️x
