𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘆𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗮𝗻

How do you know when you've hit rock bottom?

Y/n: Grayson 

Y/n: how do you know when you've hit rock bottom?

Y/n: is it when you give up on everything and anyone? Including yourself? 

Y/n: is it when you lay in bed every morning and wish you never woke?

Y/n: is it when you don't care about yourself anymore?

Y/n: is it when you feel alone in a room full of people?

Y/n: is it when you take long walks at night and wish you could just never go home?

Y/n: is it when you wish to become a bird so you can fly far, far  far away from your problems?

Y/n: or is it when you sit down on the floor of your shower letting out cries that nobody can hear?

Babybailey: y/n are you ok?

Y/n: Grayson am I ever ok?

Babybailey: I'm coming over ok we can talk about it then

Y/n: there's no point Grayson I won't be hear when you come 

Babybailey: shut up don't say things like that 

Y/n: I wonder what it's like to just disappear

Babybailey: I'm 10 minutes away baby 

Y/n: you know what hurts the most

Y/n: it's when your alive but your dead inside 

Babybailey: baby please I love you just hang in there just hold on for a few more minutes ok 

Y/n: but I'm too tired to hold on Grayson 

Babybailey: no your strong baby come on just 5 more minutes 

Y/n: what's the point in this life that I'm living Grayson?

Babybailey: baby there's so many things that I want you to see there's so many places I wanna take you 

Y/n: Grayson make the pain go away

Babybailey: I'm trying Baby I really am just hold on 

Y/n: it hurts so much

Babybailey: I know it does I'm almost there 

Y/n: I love you Grayson 

Babybailey: no no

Babybailey: don't say that 

Babybailey: y/n

Babybailey: baby

Babybailey: answer me please

Babybailey: I'm here ok open the door 

Babybailey: I'm sorry

Babybailey: I love you 

It's late at night and I'm a mess 

I think I've hit rock bottom and there's no possible way that I can get out of here