TRIGGER WARNING: contains self harm and triggering words.
Read at your own risk.
The day I dreaded the most was finally here. After a week of praying that something would come up and I wouldn't be able to go, the god awful Saturday was finally here.
I reluctantly pulled on my bikini and sighed under my breath as I adjusted the straps in the mirror. I would've worn a bathing suit but Grayson bought me this bikini for this specific occasion and wanted me to wear it. It would've been rude of me to turn down his offer as I told him I loved the bikini and said I would wear it. He clearly couldn't see past my plastic smile that I hated it.
I guess the only good thing about the bikini was that it came with a coverup but the coverup wasn't a very good one and it was quite sheer but I made it work. After all, it would only be me, Grayson and Ethan, what could happen?
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"Babe! Are you ready?" Grayson shouted from downstairs
"Yeah! I'll be down in a sec!" I shouted back
"K! We'll be in the car!" I heard the front door slam
"Shit" I mumbled under my breath and quickly dashed to Grayson's desk where I snatched my makeup bag from the desk and unzipped it. I shoved aside all the contents and tried finding my waterproof foundation.
"Oh where is it" I hissed before tipping all the products onto the floor.
I got down on my knees and scrounged through the different array of products. For some reason, I couldn't find the specific foundation I needed, I must've left it at home I thought to myself and cursed under my breath.
I heard the horn being honked from outside and cursed again before snatching my ordinary non-waterproof foundation from my makeup bag.
I hurriedly poured an unhealthy amount of the product onto my arm and quickly blended it with a beauty blender, ignoring the now painful burning sensation. It wasn't blended well but it was decent. I just won't go in the sea and everything will be fine.
I chucked the foundation and beauty blender back into the pile of makeup on the floor and shot into the air. I grabbed my beach bag from the bed and threw my phone inside of it. I pinched my sunglasses from the bedside table and placed them onto my head while I shoved my feet inside of my flip flops and ran out of the bedroom door.
I booked it down the stairs and calmed myself down before I opened the door casually and locked it before jogging over to the car. I sat down in the front seat, placing the beach bag by my feet.
"Hey" I spoke trying to sound not as breathless as I actually was
"Jesus what took so long" Ethan moaned in the back
"Shut up dork" I chuckled and pulled on my seat belt
"Yeah you took awhile, everything okay?" Grayson asked as he backed out of the driveway
