My Friend's Ex//Jungkook FF

Chapter 41

*Y/N P.O.V.*

You looked back at him, shocked at his words.

"What?" He asked.
"N-nothing." You said, putting your hand down.

He led you to his car, on the way out, still bumping into guests as usual, but only making quick goodbye remarks, and exchanging handshakes or kisses on the cheek. Every time that happened though, you could only stand by awkwardly, and smile.

The door was already in sight, but you two were stopped again, and you cussed under your breath. Jungkook apparently heard it.

"Sorry, we're sort of in a hurry, but thanks you for coming, it means a lot to us." He nodded goodbye to the guest before they could even say anything.
"But..." The guest said.
"Goodbye to you too." He said, holding your wrist, and quickly dragging you out of the crowd.

It was silence between you two the rest of the road to the car. You didn't approve of Jungkook's way of leaving the guests so rudely, but you also secretly thanked him at the same time, for shortening the amount of you time you had to awkwardly stand there.

He helped you onto the car, and started driving.

"Do you frequently go to events like this?" You asked, wanting to break the silence.
"We're sort of obligated to go." Jungkook sighed.
"What do you guys even do then? Just sit there, smile and be pretty?" You asked jokingly.

He flicked you head.

"What is in that brain everyday?" He asked.
"No seriously though, what do you guys do?" You asked, rubbing your forehead.
"Sometimes it's not about doing anything, it's about being there, showing that you care enough to be present." Jungkook sighed.
"So you seriously just sit there and smile?" You asked.
"No, that's usually what mom and dad do. Lisa and I are in charge of socializing. Making sure that our family are still in good terms with other families and companies." Jungkook said.

You nod.

"It's just complicated sometimes." Jungkook said, "I did mean it though, I really don't want to get you involved, this circle can get real complicated and shitty real quick."

You said nothing.

"Is it hard?" You asked.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
"Constantly having to smile, and talk to people you don't really care about." You said.
"I mean, you get used to it eventually. But it was definitely awkward at the start." He shrugged.
"Don't you get sick of it?" You asked, starting to feel bad for him.

He sighed, but then started chuckling.

"Why are you so concerned about me?" He asked, smirking.
"Oh my lord, can't you go on one day being serious?" You sighed.
"Can't you go on one day knowing that I'm just playing with you?" He said, imitating your tone.

You pushed him, and looked the other way.

Sometimes you really want to feel bad for him, and sometimes you really do, but he keeps making those stupid remarks that just instantly turns your sympathy into pure annoyance, making you even regret feeling bad for him in the first place.

Soon enough, after a long day of, honestly, you'd rather not think about it, after a long day. You quickly drifted to sleep in Jungkook's car.

You had a dream, of someone kissing you. You wanted to see who, but you couldn't. Their face was blurry in the dream. You wanted to hold them for leaving but they slowly faded away.

You didn't know how long after, you felt someone shake you softly. You opened your eye to see Jungkook looking down at you.

"We're here Y/N." He said.
"Wha..? Oh." You yawned.

You stretched and got off the car, following behind Jungkook to his front door.

*Jungkook P.O.V.*

Quickly silence took over the car. I wanted to say something to break it, but I heard her soft breathing, and assumed that she fell asleep. She must be very tired after such a long, complicated day, I thought to myself.

I took a right and we were quickly in front of my house. I stopped the car, and was about to call her up, but looking at her face, I remember the first time we met, when she was dragged by Katherine, in my house.

She looked so innocent sleeping. So quiet. Why can't she be like this more? And stop asking so many questions. My eyes drifted down to her lips, and I started leaning forward. My brain was yelling for me to stop, but for some reason my body wasn't listening.

Her lips were yelling for me to kiss them, they were seducing me. I knew that doing this was a huge risk, what if she wakes up? One part of me thought. I don't care. The other part of me said, but soon enough.

I kissed her.

Hello beauties! I'm so so sorry for not uploading yesterday, I got home late and went to sleep, but don't worry, this weekly update is still here.

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