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Lyrics are translated by JoyDreamerART
Song is nonsense speaker
Angst
Slight saiouma

You told me so many things...
Yet, you have no idea... That the words you said...
Killed me on the inside...
And now... Look what you turned me into."

"Pathetic? Look at yourself, Kokichi. Kaito always has us by his side, see? But no one wants to be around you. You're alone, Kokichi. And you always will be."
Eyes filed with hatred and disgust shuichi said those words to him. Unknowingly killing kokichi even more.

Emotions I feel they turn to none
I broke, I broke, them one by one

One by one he swallowed them, pushing away his feelings. Tears wept behind closed doors, empty eyes covered with fake smiles.

The smile that I had through all these years
It bears, it bears, these hateful tears

Smiling till his face hurt and his heart wept with grief. His face frozen into an empty grin. Strings pulling on his features, pulling them into place. Smile, cry, fear, switching through emotions like channels on tv.

The scars that I have I gulped although
They hurt, they hurt, but you won't know

Each word they said, each glance cast his way only pushed the knife deeper into his heart.

And if it is true you should admit
You didn't notice it

Would they ever know, ever realize they pain they caused kokichi? Even if they did would they even acknowledge it. Or would they turn their backs and cover their ears ignoring his screams, like they always did.

Words you say that we can't see

"Pathetic?"

"Stop don't say it! Don't put my thoughts into the open, if you say it then I just can't ignore it anymore." Even a supreme leader can be broken.

They hit and they are killing me

Look at yourself, Kokichi.

You don't know how I feel inside

Kaito always has us by his side, see?

You don't know just how much I tried

But no one wants to be around you.

"You don't think I know that by now! Just stop it don't say it please no!" His mind begged.

Light that burned it's out by now

You're alone, Kokichi.

I try to get it back somehow

And you'll always be

"stop, don't you see the truths I've so desperately thrown at you. You brush them off leaving me alone. Why can't you see!" Kokichi's mind screamed.

The "I" it slowly turned the "me" into what is "lies"

Laughter bubbles, as they kill me completely. Stings yank at my cheeks as I feel the smile settling on my face. Lies spew out from this monster you helped create.

In case you won't come but run and flee
You know, you know, it's fine with me

It's fine doesn't matter, who cares about who cares? Tears flowed down, hands uselessly tried to get rid of them.
Who cares about anything even?

But if you are here and chose to be real
All my wound, all my wounds, will not heal

Emptiness staring out at everyone like a doll. Emotions gone buried. Barley even alive, kokichi was nothing more then an emotionless doll.

It's always the same with me
So deep inside my heart you'll be

Hiding away, shelter himself with lies. The true him he had tried to kill so many times. Each attempt failing till he just hid behind an endless facade of lies.

You're smiling and that's all I see

Saihira smiling
Saihira laughing
Saihira hating him
Saihira happy without him

You know it's unforgivably
That it hurts is hard to say
'Cause you won't hear it anyway

Nobody bothered to look through his lies. To try to find the him without lies.

The "I" it turns to "clown" on my behalf
You'll laugh and laugh

So he'll play the role of the villain. A doll he commands himself to be the antihero, the hated person.

Right now I could just disappear
But it's a lie, it is a lie

Arrows piece through flesh, poison spreads. Death was knocking on his door. How funny he auditioned to escape the monsters in reality, and here he was dying because of those cruel words from a fictional persona.

Words you say that we can't see
They hit and they are killing me

"Pathetic? Look at yourself, Kokichi. Kaito always has us by his side, see? But no one wants to be around you. You're alone, Kokichi. And you always will be."

You know it's unforgivably
Also is this type of me

Lies that's all he'll ever be to them a liar.

But if you think that this is fine
Then please come kill me don't decline

The press descends slowly. Finally he thought perhaps death will bring him some sort of relief.

'Cause "I" it slowly turned the "me" into what is "lies"

Perhaps death will give him an escape from this miserable existence.

Only "lies"

Violet orbs open, being met with a blinding white glare. A sickly pale boy with white hair and a green jacket standing next to a porcupine haired, guy with a green tie greet him.
Slowly laughter bubbles up once more. Life really does hate him to bring him back to his own personal hell.