Chapter 16: The Fourteenth Letter

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Kiara is of great help, and I thank you for choosing her. She has organised my thoughts and help me put everything in place. She has helped me get back where I am not needed but most certainly wanted. I feel renewed but not saved. I will always be fascinate about death. I will always have my obsessions and I will always remember that I love Allah.

And I know now that I am good at loving people although I do not love at all. The ones I do love are special and I will always remember that I am lucky. Allah has blessed me with my obsessions, with my weakness, with my strength and with my ability to hold on and not let go.

And everyday that I am granted the ability to breathe is a reason to believe that there is hope. There is hope for us all. I will always be scared, I will always lack courage but that’s just part of life and life will always suck and I will always wait anxiously for death to take me because no matter what I will always love Allah.

Kiara is an angel.

Thanks for everything.

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