The Mystery and The Mute (COMPLETED)

Ch.28

A/n At the end of the chapter it's where all of there looks are for prom... also I am so sorry for any spelling errors hope you guys love❤️

Ryder's POV

I lied I lied straight though my fucking teeth she looks absolutely beautiful with the new look. I was just saying shit to hurt her. I wish I was a different person someone her type so that maybe I would have a chance with her.

But I can't. I'm not good for her all I do is hurt her over and over just bc I can't make up my fucking mind about my feelings. I am such a dumbass.

"Maybe I'm going too hard on her. Maybe I should easy it down a bit... god I'm talking to myself now" I sigh slumping down on my bed

Tomorrow is prom and it's already a quarter past 12. I have gotten no sleep. I don't even want to go now that I know who she is going with. I can I let him get her... he doesn't even deserve her he doesn't deserve anything.

But.... if he makes her happy then I'm willing to make that sacrifice of letting her go... they are already going to prom together soon they will be dating I already know and then I won't have to be rude to her anymore bc she'll be around him all the time

Letting her go... she was never yours

"Oh shut up" I say to the stupid voice in my head

My phone pings signaling that I got a text. I look at it and it's from Ashley. I roll my eyes putting my phone back down. How can I be so stupid to ask her to prom she'll never leave me alone.

I just need to sleep.

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I wake up to my stupid alarm blaring in my ears as always. I turn it off and get out of bed heading straight to my bathroom. I brush my teeth and wash my face. I'll take a shower after school when getting ready. Oh right today is the day I hope it goes by fast.

I get dressed in white jeans and a grey shirt with my black hoodie over it. I put some random black shoes in and go downstairs.

Everyone is already awake. I make my way to the living room and sit on the couch on my phone. I then get a text from Ashley.

She Devil: good morning boo I'm gonna make tonight worth your while ;)
Me: cool

I needed a stress relief right now and I know Ashley will give it to me. I know I stopped doing that after I met lyrical but I still need it. I'm a guy my hormones are everywhere. Just better be lucky there not on every girl as before.

I go into the kitchen and sit on the stool after taking a Naked out of the fridge. Jax finishes his food and turns to me as I pick up the keys to my car.

"Can you take me to school" it was hard to understand him due to all the food in his mouth.

"Sure little dude but I thought your school starts an hour after ours?" I asked confused

"It does but he likes to play at recess for an hour" Lyrical day giving him his backpack

I nod my head understanding "plus Emmie and Kaden will be waiting for me" he says finally swallowing he last bits of food in his mouth

"Oh Jax don't forget dad or Rachael will be picking you up after school and you will be spending the night with them" Lyrical says stoping us from leaving

"Okay but what about clothes?" His eyebrows furrowed In confusion

"Oh they said not to worry about it I think they bought you some clothes and it's already over there"