Transformers x Reader (On Hiatus)

TFP: Soundwave x Reader

(Don't own photo)
Requested by: @Churawrios
Description: Another request! So I decided to do sparkmating with a human, thingy. So to make it easy to follow y'all can feel each other emotions after you met, and slowly over time it grows and once you confessed it heightened! Hopefully you enjoy...

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You let your hand fall to your side looking up at the blank visor letting out a frustrated sigh going out into the hallway, knowing it's stupid to feel angry for such a thing. You covered your eyes trying to hold back the tears and swallowing the pain in your throat, almost choking on your own spit in doing so. You walked down the long hallways not getting to far before a thin servo picked up your form, you couldn't look into the visor knowing if you did you'd break down. The lieutenant held you within his servo close to his chasis, you tried hard not to blush at the gesture knowing he was trying to hug you. Your heart thumped loudly in your chest, you tried to calm it but you couldn't knowing your feelings were all to great. You bounced gently in his servo as he walked to the command center, your (e/c) eyes locked to the massive window, you loved over your home planet. Your mind ran to your lover, their smile is what made you want to keep surviving when you were captured, at least that's what you thought.
You felt a ping of pain but realized it wasn't worth bothering with, the image from the monitor flashed in you mind making your heart race at the question. You held your heart feeling another wave of pain, you glanced up noticing Soundwave looking down at you. You felt his spark beat quicken just as yours did, you felt a wave of an emotion you've never felt before. Soundwave stumbled back barely holding onto you, you steadied yourself in his servo clenching onto one of the digits for dear life. The lieutenant stumbled out of the room, leaving a confused Warlord.
You bounced along as Soundwave took long strides toward his room, confusion filled you but you didn't say anything. Once in his room you were set on his table seconds before he was about to walk out of the room, you wanted to call out his name feeling a pain again, you watched as he stumbled over. You heard a click and he glanced back at you, you seen piercing purple optics, you felt another emotion in your heart feeling like you were about to explode. Soundwave quickly stood and walked out of the room, you felt everything was your fault, you wanted to apologize for doing such a stupid thing to the lieutenant. You slumped down against the wall letting out a sigh before feeling tears falling down your cheeks, you sniffled and sobbed.
"Stupid confession!" You screamed standing and throwing the closest thing to you, which landed on the floor with a loud thump that bounced off the walls. Your heart ached and your body weak, nothing could change how you felt for the thin purple Decepticon. You dropped to your knees holding your face in your hands, of course everything goes wrong after you confess, he was the only reason you wanted to come here. You felt realization hit you, knowing the real reason you were "captured" as much as you didn't want to admit it to yourself.
Soundwave was discovered by you one day, he was out walking around clearing his helm and of course he didn't think a human would be walking around at night, but you were. You were so happy to finally meet one of the alien beings that was floating around the internet. It lead to regular meetups, conversations, well you doing the talking, and how amazed you were to see he knew so much and didn't hesitate to show you. Sometimes you'd fall asleep in his servo, and he'd let you rest until you'd wake up. Then the day he showed you he had to take you back, back to his leader for testing to be captured leaving everything you knew behind either by force or by will. You were terrified but you knew if you could get closer to him you'd do so, so when you let him take you, you didn't complain.
Of course he had to look after you, and you didn't want to distract him but the feelings you felt for him only strengthened since you met, you didn't know how or why but it made you happy. Maybe that's why you didn't care your used to be lover was with someone who wasn't you, that's why you didn't care if you left your family or them behind because you had him, you had your Soundwave. You let out a frustrated sigh trying to get his face out of your head, knowing it already made you happy to finally see him.
You felt a servo wrap around your form bringing you to face Soundwave, he had the same expression over his face. You wanted to kiss his dermas, touch his cheek plating everything you could do before he closed his visor. You shook your head trying to hide your red eyes and stuffy nose, but of course he had already noticed. The lieutenant gently craddled you in his servo, of course you felt happy to be close to him. Everything about this felt so right, being with him and wanting to love him. You felt a digit glide across your face moving a few hairs that covered your calmed expression, you looked into his purple orbs letting a blush form freely. You felt the same emotion from before, now feeling the purple Decepticon stiffen. You felt you needed to kiss him, everything in your body moved to that feeling. You stood bringing your hand up to his cheek plating watching his expression change to surprise, you looked into his optics bringing your face closer to his. You gently glided down your hand rubbing your thumb against the warm metal, just before your eyes closed pressing your lips against his dermas. Your lips felt tingly even though it was odd to be kissing someone so much larger than you, still you felt your body calm into the kiss feeling your body melt.
Soundwave pursed his lips tilting his helm, his spark beat calmed at the feeling of you closer to him. The expression you made when you confessed, how you smiled up at him and your (e/c) eyes he loved so much. He couldn't find a way to show you he loved you like you loved him, he couldn't help but be surprised. He wanted to confess to you with his own voice with his own words, but he was scared you'd hate it or you'd dislike him. A simple human made him overthink every moment, and when his spark started to connect with your own it overwhelmed his own emotions. He had no knowledge of sparks being able to sync with a humans heart, it was unheard of but here he was feeling the love you had and every emotion. He felt the pain you had when he walked away, when he didn't answer your confession, he felt it all.
You pulled away for air, only for him to lean in and capture your lips again. He didn't want this feeling to stop, he didn't want whatever he felt in his spark to stop but he knew it would have to, until the next time he gets to do this with you. He pulled away seeing your blushing face, he couldn't help but smile at your surprise. His voice may not sound like what it used to be but that didn't mean he wasn't going to try and tell you, his voice was above a whisper for only your ears to hear as he laid his helm against your own.
"I love you (y/n)." His voice was raspy and almost not even audible but you heard it clear as day, the feeling in your chest made a smile form upon your face as you let out a sigh of relief pressing your lips against his cheek. Knowing the feeling in your heart was his own feelings, you could feel the nervousness and love. "Your voice... It's so new, but I hope I get to hear it more often." You felt a blush coat your cheeks while smiling bright, feeling relief weld in your heart knowing he was happy you liked his voice.

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If you don't like it I can do another one! I just felt so excited about the idea, then it got sad and ugh! I'm sorry if it sucked!