Being Alive ( D.W)

3.I7 Go Ahead, Kill Me!

Next day. Morning. 

I was looking at the burning wooden pile in front of me. 

It's my fault she's dead. Oh my god, it's my fault. 

Dean hasn't said a word to me since we found her. 

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I was sittig on a tree trunk with my face in my hands. I was crying. 

I heard footsteps in front of me. Dean. 

Me "Say it"

Dean "you got her killed "

I looked at him "we were trying to help you"

Dean shook his head "i didn't need help. I told you to leave it alone"

I stood up , confused and irritated "what did you expect from me? hm? that i was just gonna watch you die?"

Dean "the Mark isn't gonna kill me"

Me "it's gonna kill the Dean i know-the Dean i love. Because when it's done with you, you won't be you anymore."

He soeffed.

Me" Dean, i love you, okay? You are all i have. So of course i was gonna fight for you because that's what we do. I had a shot-"

Dean nodded  "yeah, you had a shot. Charlie's dead. Nice shot"

Me "And her  blood is on my hands, Dean, i'll never get them clean-i'll never forgive myself for that. This is last thing i wanted to happen to her, trust me"

Dean "you know what i think?.  I think it should be you up there, not her."

I looked down in tears "you don't mean that"

Dean shrugged "maybe i don't mean it-maybe i do. Maybe this is the Mark talking- maybe not. but the thing with Cass and the book, ends now. You understand me?"

I shook my head "no"

Dean asked surprised "excuse me?"

I nodded "you heard me"

Dean warned  "Elena."

Me "i said no, Dean. I will not let her death be for nothing. She died to turn you back, she died to find a way to cure you. I let this go now and she died for nothing"

Dean "Elena, stop it"

I shook my head and started to walk way. 

Dean "Elena! if you don't stop now, so help me god i will-"

I turned to him amused "  what? kill me? go ahead "

He growled. 

I eyed him "that's what i thought"

Then i walked away. 

At the warehouse. 

I walked inside. 

Rowena breathed out annoyed "about bloody time. "

Cass "where's Charlie?"

I looked at him and shook my head. 

Cass sighed "oh god. I should've gone after her. What happened?"

Me "Me. The Stynes they caught up with her, and. Dean's gone after them"

Cass " he knows .so what now?"

Me "Dean wants me to shut this down"

Rowena called from her spot on the table "Anyone want to tell me what's going on?"