Being Alive ( D.W)

"I Love You So Much"

At the cabin.

I looked around confused. It was night.

Then i saw my body on the ground. 

My jaw dropped "oh my god, no. no no no no no"

I was alone. Mary's body was by the car. 

Oh hell no. I am dead. no no no. i can't be dead. no i am not dead no. Just no. 

Oh my god i am dead.

Suddenly i saw Sam and Dean rush into the cabin. 

I called out "Dean ! Sam!"

Of course they couldn't hear me. 

Suddenly i felt a presence behind me. 

Me "you came to take me with you, Billie"

Then i turned around to her. 

Billie nodded "Yes"

Me "Can you give me some time?"

Billie sighed "Elena-"

I pleaded in tears "till the sun's up. Not second more. I-I just wanna see them - see him one last time, please. please. And i will go with you on free will, i promise you that"

Billie "you know that this is not how it works, right?"

Me "But you're Death now. We both know i am not going to Heaven. please, just give me the chance to make a memory with them. To remember them for when ....i don't know what will happen in hell, i -i just.."

Billie nodded "okay. the second the sunlight shines on your body, i will be waiting for you and you will come with me"

I nodded "i promise"

Billie nodded "okay"

Then she vanished. 

I walked into the cabin. 

The brothers were standing there. 

Cas was with them. 

Sam "Dean, if Jack did that --"

Dean "Hey, we don't know what happened, okay? I mean, we don't know what Nick did. He probably deserved it."

Sam sighed "Dean, look. No one wanted Nick dead more than I did, but -- I mean, that.."

Cass looked at Nick's body " Is that Nick?"

Sam nodded " Yeah. We looked around. No sign of Jack or Mom or Elena. There's a, um, blast site behind the house. It looks angelic, just bigger."

Dean" Might have been Lucifer. Nick was trying to bring him back."

Sam "Yeah, but Jack said--

Dean snapped " Who cares what Jack said? We don't know what happened! But I swear, if he did something to my girl, if she is -- "

He pointed at Cass, furiously "...Then you're dead to me and you can be lucky if i let you breathing"

Cass looked crushed.

Sam sighed " Dean."

Dean shook his head, pissed off " No, he knew. He knew something was wrong with the kid. He knew it, and he didn't tell us! He didn't even tell us!"

I shook my head "don't be mad at the kid. He didn't- he's just a kid"

Castiel "I was scared. I believed in Jack for so long, I I believed that he was -- he was good. I -- I knew that he would be good for the world. And he was good for us. My faith in him, it -- it never wavered, and then I-I saw what he did. It wasn't malice. It wasn't evil. It was like Jack saw a problem, and in his mind, he just solved it with that snake."