Rainbow after the storm.

Chapter 20: Desire

Warning sexual content might surface.

“Oh! God!!!! Please don’t let be a dream this time please!!!” Xian thought to himself as WangJi planted a deep kiss on Xian’s lips cutting him off from his stupid argument

“What… do you think you are doing?” Xian said gasping for air, as he pulled WangJi away as soon as realized how wrong it was at the moment

“Xian… Are you okay?” WangJi couldn’t help but panic at the sight of Xian holding his heart and gasping for air

“Why did you?” Xian was still struggling between his breaths
“Because I love you, I had to because you wouldn’t believe me” WangJi as he slid closer to Xian rubbing Xian’s back and trying to calm him down

“Stay away…” Xian said pushing WangJi away, no matter how much Xian was happy Xian was because his first kiss was stolen by love, he was angry that WangJi did it out of gratitude and not true love

“Xian please believe me… I love you… I know I told you about someone else but my feelings for you are much stringer and pure, please believe me” WangJi was crying and then he got up and walked in front of Xian and knelt down shocking Xian way more then he already was.

“WangJi what are you doing? Get up from there. Acting like a child will not remove my doubt.” Xian yelled at WangJi that had never happened before, just to get him up from the floor

“Then what will Xian? Tell me and I’ll do that for you.” WangJi pleaded

“Just get up from there please WangJi. I just can’t believe you, not right now. Don’t make me come over there to make you stand” Xian said trying to get up from the bed

“Xian don’t move, you’ll hurt yourself, ok I give up, I won’t say anything like that ever again please don’t hurt yourself.” WangJi said as he ran towards Xian who was now trying to get up from the bed whilst removing his nasal tube and IV drips

WangJi got to Xian in a snap, not letting him remove one single thing from his body. He held on his shoulders at the sight of him getting in time as he sighed of relief

“If you hate this that much… I’ll leave Xian. You don’t really need to worry about looking at my face. If you want me gone, I’ll be gone. Now that I know you are fine, I can live with that. Just promise me that you’ll never so something this reckless ever again. Please!”

Tears were flowing out of WangJi’s eyes as if they were a water fall, after saying he turned around to leave Xian, maybe forever because his pain was more than just obvious. He was about to walk when he felt arms wrapped around his waist.

Xian couldn’t stand all the words WangJi just said to him and the thought that WangJi will be gone he couldn’t help but to hold onto him. Xian just back hugged WangJi who was about to leave him, burring his face in his back, Xian began to sob as if he was in indescribable pain. When WangJi tried to move, Xian’s grip tightened as if he was holding onto his last breaths before dying.

“You hate me don’t you, then why are you stopping me Xian?” WangJi said beneath his horsed yet pained voice

“Don’t… WangJi… Don’t go… Don’t leave me… Please WangJi…” Xian started cracking up his voice as the crying was getting him worked up; Xian knew that if WangJi left after all this it will be end to Xian himself.

“I am sorry, I was being stupid WangJi, don’t leave please” Xian sobbed

Xian’s words were death of WangJi’s momentary ego as he placed one of his hands on Xian’s that were tightly wrapped around him, while cleaning tears from his other hand.