liability ˻grayson dolan˼

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there it was, five thousand words written down on her computer. of course her heart had to be broke because of it, but she knew it was going to pay off in the end. when she came back home, ethan had prepared a very early breakfast which she very much appreciated. "hey baby do you think you can rub this crick out of my neck?" she asked pointing to where the pain was balled up. "anything for you mamas" he smiled scooting over behind her and placing his warm hands onto her cold skin. she moved her neck to the side allowing him more in depth access, his hands molding perfectly into her skin. "you know you always have given the best massages babe" angelica giggles shyly in which ethan smirks back "trust me, i know." angelica rolled her eyes playfully and continued to type away on her computer. "how is the play coming?" ethan ask in which angelica lets out a soft sigh "its coming, i typed almost three thousand more words  from what i had last night." ethan kissed her neck softly causing small tingles to linger over. "what happened last night?" ethan ask catching her a bit off guard.

"i went to the office, i called grayson because i wanted to pick his brain. he took it the wrong way and we got into an argument... then she left and i stayed there for about another hour, then i came back home to you..." she admitted in which ethan kissed her shoulder once more. ethan looks closely at her computer to see she was typing out a argumentative scene. "mamas..?" ethan trailed causing her to turn around and look at him with a smile. "did you just use grayson to get inspiration? be honest with me mamas" ethan asked in which angelica's smile soon turned into a scared face. she gulped down the fear the turned back to her computer, typing away. "yes" she admits frailly in which ethan turns her face softly back to him. "why?" he ask's in which she knew why, but she was afraid to tell him why. she closes her laptop and turns her whole body to face him. "because grayson is my muse, i know that hurts you, i know it does and i'm fucking sorry, i cant handle my emotions but FUCK ethan, being with grayson scared me and i don't know how to FUCKING recover from it! its been FIVE YEARS since hes left me heartbroken yet here i am ready to jump back to him at any opportunity i get. i'm sorry ethan, i'm sorry i cant be the woman who is all for you when really, deep down inside there is a part of me that belongs to grayson, i want that part back, the innocence before i met grayson, i want that angelica back..."

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grayson had woken up with april in his arms, legs wrapped around each leg, bodies intertwined. "good morning sunshine, how did you sleep?" she ask playing with grayson's hair in which he pecks her lips with his ever so gently. "good morning my love, i slept okay, just a lot on my mind.. i do have to get something off my chest." grayson confessed in which she looked at him with confusion in her puppy dog eyes. "last night when i left, i went to the office... because angelica wanted me to meet up with her. she told me she needed to pick my brain for her play, but i told her no. i told her we weren't in college anymore and we couldn't go back to what we were. i told her we both moved on and that we needed to realize we were no longer going to be together like we always wanted to. i hurt her bad april, i didn't always use to be like this. she is the reason i'm so humble and mature, she is the reason i know how to love.  i'm sorry for not telling you the full truth.." grayson admitted in which april smiled and kissed him softly. "i am a bit disappointed that you felt as if you couldn't tell me the full truth, but i do understand how i could read it wrong but i promise you, i don't. thank you for telling me and opening up, i'm grateful she had such a major and powerful impact on you for the greater good. i'm sure if we would've met in a different time things would've been different but the thing is we didn't, i came into your life now, when you're at your absolute best, you're happy, maybe it was suppose to happen this way. maybe she was suppose to mend what was broken, so your next lover could be the one you show that love to."