Family Again ?¡

God speed

Tiana POV
It's been a month since the robbery . I can't even leave the house with out atleast bodyguards when I'm by myself . Hakeem and I have been doing so good we haven't had sex yet because I'm not ready and he completely understands . I had a pregnancy scare and I'm glad it was negative I don't think I would be able to handle all of that especially I don't think Hakeem would either. The kids have been good and the twins 1st birthday is coming up soon it's like 4 more months . I told Keem I wanted to start on baby number 6 but I don't think I'm ready yet . We gave away my house and moved into Hakeems completely, I was so nervous to go back to the old house . On the other side Hakeems name is now on Mias birth certificate and My name is on Bella's . Me and Hakeem have decided to wait till Bella is older to explain about anika . I also put out my song , Hakeem was kind of upset about the lyrics but he got over it he understood what I was feeling like . I'm so glad we put the past behind us because I missed my man so much . Right now it's just me and Keem the kids are gonna be with their grandparents for a week the twins have more than enough milk.
Hakeem: babe
Tiana: Yes?
Hakeem: lets go to the beach
Tiana: Like right now?
Hakeem: yes let's go to LA
Tiana: okay let me get some clothes and let's shower and no funny business
Hakeem: okay fine let's go
They go and shower and Hakeem calls the jet people and they go on the jet .
Tiana: (starts kissing Hakeem neck and face and lips)
Hakeem:What's all this for?
Tiana: Nothing I just love you
Hakeem: I love you too
They make it to LA and they stay at a hotel right now their on their way to the hotel and their gonna go eat.
Tiana: babe I'm glad I finally got out the house
Hakeem: Me too and t you know I have to go on tour for 2 months
Tiana: noooo you know I hate being by myself
Hakeem: Ik ik but I'll make it up too you when I get back okay? We have this whole week together so let's just spend it together
Tiana: fine okay
They get to the hotel and Tiana ends up falling asleep , Hakeem got dressed while she was asleep and then he woke her up so she could get dressed and they could go eat . 1 hour later Tianas finally dressed they go to this beautiful restaurant that Tiana wanted to go to but never got the chance too . 3 hours later they get done eating and go to the beach . As their walking along the beach Tiana had some questions.
Tiana: baby if you could go back in time what is one thing you could change.
Hakeem: lets see hmm....... Nothing
Tiana:Why?
Hakeem: because I wouldn't be here with you right now
Tiana: I guess you're right. What would have you of done if I was pregnant from the rape?
Hakeem: Tbh my love I don't know it would hurt me because knowing what you went through for the baby to be here
Tiana:Hakeem baby look at me
Hakeem:(looks at Tiana dead into the eyes)
Tiana: I know I don't say this enough but I truly appreciate you , your such a good father and husband the best bestfriend, you can really put it down in the bed room also and I'm glad that you accept that I'm not ready for sex yet. You've stood by my side even when you hated me with every single bone in your body . I thank you for everything. If anything ever happens to me make sure our babies are always first ok?
Hakeem: Aww babe thank you and you and the kids will always come first no matter what.
Tiana: Your the best ( kisses his lips)
Hakeem: lets go stand in the water
Tiana: ok
They go stand and the water just standing their Hakeem was standing behind her with his hands around her waist . He was planting kisses on her neck . They just sat their in a comfortable silence . Tiana played this song called god speed and they just sat their while she sang to him and he gave lit up with the biggest smile. 4 hours later it's around 12 am they go back to the hotel and shower and sleep . Tiana gave him head because she knows he's been horny . She just wasn't ready yet . She brushed her teeth and he rubbed her stomach like any other night and she rubbed his face and they fell asleep. Tiana and Hakeem desperately needed this mini vacation just to get away , Hakeem noticed Tiana change in heart and she noticed his . This was what they needed so they could finally love eachother correctly. Tiana really wanted another baby but she wasn't ready for the whole sex thing again . Everytime she felt she was ready when Hakeem was on top of her she would picture the man with a mask on . Hakeem felt so useless because their wasn't anything he could really do but be there for here . He had the best security for his wife and children when he was and wasn't around no matter what . He wasn't gonna let anything happen to her again .