Pray you catch me

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by TaNiceya05

by TaNiceya05

Tiana POV
Me and Hakeem have been on some what good terms . My baby Mia is in recovery, she's getting better and better by the day I'm so proud of her progress . This relationship is starting to become more loveless I'm not happy anymore . I don't wanna leave because I keep tearing my family apart.
Tiana:babe can you help me lay down Nani and the boys please?
Hakeem: Yeah and are you busy today?
Tiana: probably gonna go to Bossy for a little I have a track to lay down and I should be good . Why?
Hakeem: No reason babe
Tiana: Ok? Love you see you later
Hakeem: love you too bye
With that Tiana left for bossy. Her and Hakeem still haven't had sex or anything going on month six and let's just say sis is tired of the toy. Hakeem was planning a dinner for the both of them. Since they haven't went out together In forever . Hakeem shot her a text to be ready at 7:30 he was taking her out .
Back at bossy
Tiana: all I have so far is this.

Porsha: okay t sis you really doing your thing the ladies def gon love this one but be careful is what's really gonna go through the roof
Tiana: I know that track really speaks how I felt
Becky: sounds like you just bashing your man but it's a good song
Tiana: I know but it's how he put me in the situation. Look just really listen to it
Becky: fine
They listen to the song little did they know the whole world would hear it before her release date. Tiana was in a lot of trouble her whole life was basically in the press for months , especially with Mia getting sent to the hospital Tiana would see comments her and there about how she wasn't a good parent but little did they know Tiana busts her ass off for all 6 of her children, no matter how tired or hurt or stressed she is , she's gonna make sure her kids are ok.
Back in the studio
Tiana: so Hakeem is taking me out tonight and I don't know how to feel . We have nothing to talk about
Porsha: GIRLL what that is your man , baby daddy , sexual partner what do you mean y'all have nothing to talk about?!
Tiana: one no sex in six months two he barely started to come back around three I know he's my man but we haven't been on the same page in forever I'm not happy anymore
Porsha: oh lord t well go home and get ready . Power your phone off no distractions.
Tiana: lol yes mom

Tiana left dnd went and got ready soon Hakeem picked her up , little did she know he heard her song and was upset but he knew she deserved this night so he didn't wanna make her too angry.

Hakeem: so how was your day baby?
Tiana: it was good my new song is coming out soon and I'm excited
Hakeem: okay I heard it is that how you feel ?
Tiana: what the hell no way how did you hear it?
Hakeem: all over the internet. It's kinda crazy how you felt that way because I wasn't even cheating on you (laughs) your one crazy mf but I love it
Tiana: Hakeem , you haven't even been around and the only reason your back even around is because Mia was in the hospital . Where the old Hakeem that use to hug me , kiss me, tell me I'm beautiful, rub my tummy all of that because I miss him this whatever you got going I don't like it you won't even touch me it's like your disgusted by me . Also who's to say you didn't cheat with the way you've been moving maybe I'm jumping to conclusions.
Hakeem: Tiana babe you are beautiful and I love you I do I'm glad your mine. I knew meant cause you and the kids pain I just wanna go back to the way we were
Tiana: no we just keep taking 10 steps back baby we need to move forward especially if you want me to stay in your life . Remember love happy wife happy life . I have a serious question
Hakeem; I understand and okay what Is it?
Tiana: did you sleep with her ?
Hakeem: her ? Who the hell is her
Tiana: dude Vanessa just yes or no?
Hakeem :( laughs) here we go again no I didn't sleep with her why would I when I have you at home
Tiana: i dont know
Hakeem: exactly
Tiana: and if was pregnant?
Hakeem: who's baby is it because we haven't had sex in about 6 months?
Tiana: yes it's been 6 long months without it and I'm craving that attention! When we get home I have half of a track I wanna show you, but before you blow my back out
Hakeem : okay babe let's go
Tiana: yes finally omg!!!

Hakeem and Tiana returned home. They went to the studio and Tiana finally came up with the rest of the words for her track she wanted .
Tiana: babe you ready?
Hakeem: yes the floor is yours
Tiana starts to play the track

Take away the big shirts, the tattoos, the sweatpants and Vans
Okay, I don't wear no makeup, no purse in my hands
My resting bitch face is mistaking for the mean girl
But what if I told you
There's nothing I want more in this world
Than somebody who loves me naked
Someone who never asks for love
But knows how to take it
Are you that somebody
Who sees a wall and breaks it
Are you ready to fight just to see what's lost behind my flaws
Can you love me naked?
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Might be a bitch in the morning so catch me at night time
Some of my friends think I'm moody but I think I'm just fine
I could be pissed but I act like I'm not
I really remember when I say I forgot
No matter how hard I try
To run away from love at the end of the night
I need somebody who loves me naked
Someone who never asks for love
But knows how to take it
Are you that somebody
Who sees a wall and breaks it
Are you ready to fight just to see what's lost behind my flaws
Can you love me naked
I need someone who loves me when I wake up
Who thinks I'm beautiful when I'm looking fucked up
I want the perfect love, am I asking too much
Someone who shoots for the stars
Knowing I think I'm never good enough
I need somebody who loves me naked (Who loves me naked)
Someone who never asks for love
But knows how to take it (Knows how to take it)
Are you that somebody
Who sees a wall and breaks it
Are you ready to fight just to see what's lost behind my flaws
Can you love me naked
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Naked

Hakeem: baby that was beautiful, I love you naked and on your worst days don't worry .
Tiana: aww thank you i haven't had an inspiration lately
Hakeem: me either . You need it and I need it I got just what you need .

The rest of the night was up to them