Pain , I wish you would disapper

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Tiana POV
I've been discharged from the hospital for four days now all I do is sleep and wait for Hakeem to rub my tummy . We can't don't anything besides cuddle and sleep but I'm honestly no complaining because with the kids our lives are so hectic especially with them being in sports . I can't have my phone and I can't even eat solid foods only, liquids my bleeding in my area has stopped me and Hakeem pray every night . I hope I really don't need this surgery. I really appreciate Hakeem he's my baby , I'm just scared to love him in that way again just because I know it get crazy dealing with him . I miss my kids my boys and my girls , I'm so proud of them they are all honor roll students except for prince I know he gonna be just like Hakeem. The twins just have grown up I remember when they were born . They were born 2 months earlier, they had trouble with speech and walking it was so hard because then I had another baby to worry about but the expensive schooling me and Hakeem had them go to helped really well. I asked Hakeem if I could sit in the studio with him and he said no I threw a fit and he finally let me .

Tiana: I miss being in the studio I'm so jealous!
Hakeem:(laughs) T we gotta y'all about princes behavior.
Tiana: I don't like to discipline them but that's why you handle it
Hakeem: I know but teachers say he's getting out of hand , what do I do?
Tiana: No more sports , or studio until he gets grades up and behavior. My baby is gonna turn out to be just like his crazy ass daddy
Hakeem: what the hell is wrong with that
Tiana: keem have you met yourself (laughs) our marriage was amazing before everything happened you treated me like a queen made me feel like i was the only girl in the world .
Hakeem: Yeah it was it was beautiful but now we're older imma take my time with you
Tiana:I'm surprised you didn't have a baby while I was gone . I missed you but you were no good for me .
Hakeem: I wouldn't have a baby on you . What did you do those past 5 years ?
Tiana: besides raise our beautiful babies nothing . Nani's first birthday was so cute I just had a little thing but it was just us and my sister and her daughter. I grew up also matured for the better . Most nights I stayed up thinking you'd come see the kids after 3 years I gave up. Look Can I see my phone ? For like 5 minutes?
Hakeem: I guess Tiana
Tiana: ok look these are pictures from her first birthday

Tiana: I know I went all extra but it was her first she looked so pretty I wish you were there Hakeem: my babygirl looked so beautiful like her sexy ass mama Tiana: your just tryna get a kiss now (leans in for a kiss) but(kiss)I(kiss)guess(kiss)ca...

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Tiana: I know I went all extra but it was her first she looked so pretty I wish you were there
Hakeem: my babygirl looked so beautiful like her sexy ass mama
Tiana: your just tryna get a kiss now (leans in for a kiss) but(kiss)I(kiss)guess(kiss)can(kiss)have(kiss)one (kiss but this one was longer)
Hakeem: you know you wanted a kiss as much as I did
Tiana: ok I'm about tell you something  but don't overreact please
Hakeem: ok can't be that bad
Tiana: so Bella kinda had this big thing we're she self harmed herself . She was getting bullied at school because people were talking about us and how she isn't mine . She told me she felt no one loved her because anika died and you never were their before I left nor when I left . She had a bottle of pills and took as many as she could I remember that day like nothing
<Flashback >
It was time for dinner in tianas household her sister was down for the weekend and they were spending time together. Tiana had called the kids down for dinner everyone came but Bella so  we upstairs to her bed room
Tiana: Bella ?
No response
Tiana: Bella Marie Lyon !  Bells ? Bella?
Tiana looked all throughout her room no response she went to the bathroom and and there Bella was with an empty bottle of pills and some in her hand
Tiana: AHHHHHHHH!!! Bella baby come on (tears starting form) TIARA COME !!! Bella baby come on wake up for mommy . Please , I love you babygirl come on
Tiara: what is i-What the hell im calling 9-11 right now
On the phone
Tiara: I need an ambulance it's my nieces she swallowed pills ..... no I don't know how many.......hurry she doesn't have pulse.
The ambulance came and Tiana and her niece Natalia  went to the hospital , they wouldn't let Tiana any further so Natalia sat there with her aunt in her arms .
Natalia: bella estará bien tía solo reza a dios te tengo(Bella will be okay auntie just pray to god I got you)
Tiana: pero no sabes que no puedo perderla. mi niña la amo tanto(but you don't know that . My babygirl I love you so much)
Natalia: ¿Por qué Bella haría esto?(why would Bella do this )
Tiana: No se (I don't know)
Natalia: bueno te amo tia por siempre y para siempre(well I love you auntie forever and always)
4 hours later
Doctor: mrs Lyon ?
Tiana: it's brown but how's my daughter
Doctor: she is now stable and fine she is just asleep right now . With the Amount of pills she took , she's lucky to be alive.
Tiana: thanks doc can we go see her
Doctor: yes ma'am . Call for me if you have any questions or concerns.
Tiana: okay

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