Jin || brain tumor

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This is my own idea, hehe.

Anyways, I just got the position of stage manager for a competition play. I'm so excited. I love the cast and the directors so it's gonna be good. But.. I've only ever been asst. stage manager so we will see how this goes. Hope y'all are staying safe! 💜💜💜

(this was a couple weeks ago, and the show is coming along nicely already !)

fun fact: this is restart of this story #4

also i'm very sorry for the lack of capital letters atm, it doesn't auto correct so I have to do it myself lmao. (yes, i'm lazy)

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yoongi's pov

Last week had probably been one of the most hectic weeks I've had, except for when we were trainees obviously. Everything has been packed with meetings for the rap line, vocal sessions for the vocal line, and promotions as a group.

To be completely honest, everything was okay. Up until last week when Jungkook had caught the flu. He seemed perfectly fine until all of a sudden he was complaining of a stomach ache. Soon enough he was throwing up all over the set. It was gross, but hey, it happens.

He had a high fever of 102, which when I think about it, wasn't as bad as it could have been. I can somewhat remember when I had a fever of 104 after my appendicitis surgery, and I was delirious. It hurt so much, and I felt so bad I started laughing. I guess it's how I cope with things now.

We thought Jungkook was getting better, so we took him to a vocal lesson. I hate to say it, but he was being very unproductive at home laying in bed all day. He walked there so that he could get some fresh air, that would hopefully pull him through the practice. It turns out the high notes got to him, and he ended up passing out from a lack of oxygen.

Seokjin had been really sweet to stay home with him everyday, because I know for a fact that he was stressed like the rest of us. Every time a new task is added to his list I can see how hard it hits him. His face twists into a grimace, and his forehead is drenched in sweat. I think he might be getting ill.

It seems different though. It doesn't seem like he knows it either. He sways when he stands up, and I ask him if he's okay. He simply shrugs me off and says, "head rush.". I can truly tell that he believes it, and isn't being stubborn. I hate seeing him like this.

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Three times a year I get a mental health break. Which is basically just a day off, to regain my self I guess. Since I had gone through my bout of depression, I get an extra two days, while the other boys get one.

So here I find myself reading on the couch, next to Seokjin and Jungkook. I'm usually not a big reader, but I have been enjoying it a lot lately, and I thought I'd try some while I have the chance. Namjoon recommended a book to me, so I'm giving it a go.

Jungkook looks pale, not extremely pale, but not his normal complexion either. Jin looks pale as well, but I don't want to pester him. They both are engrossed on the tv show playing, I just use it as a background noise.

Every once and a while, I'll see seokjin rub his temples, or I'll hear him wince. But I'm not really focused on it at the moment. Although, I do get a bit concerned when I can see him loosing focus. He doesn't look like he is going to fall asleep though, which is odd.

He gets up in a hurry, with a hand pressed against his stomach.

"I feel sick." He says blandly, rushing to the bathroom.

And then he just stops. I drop my book to run after him, while Jungkook is too weak to move. "hyung.." I call out to him, he doesn't answer. He falls back into my arms, somewhat freely, like he has no control over himself. He looks really sick.

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