Haikyuu•Oneshots

Suna Rintaro 🌧 -N

Title: Comfortable With You
Angst?
Request? Nope
⚠️ panic attack ⚠️

This is like the 3rd time I've rewritten this

Being the youngest isn't great,
Movies make it seem like its all that
A fantasy life where your treated like the favorite, your babied and shown that your so important

But Honestly it's no different from any other family,
Getting teased by older siblings, bullying them back, tattling and getting told on, sharing and hand me downs
Basically your normal family mess
I was the youngest of 3 children, my mother was always busying herself with work so it was rare anyone saw her, and my father had been long gone dying from a cardiac arrest when i was 13 years old

My siblings had their own problems but where happy to help if it was serious, because family is there for eachother
But people don't take to kindly towards others so I prefer to limit who i speak with and rather more focus on hobbies,
People will always dislike something about someone, and we can't do anything without getting judged whether its out of Jealousy, Selfishness, or Pure hatred humans always find traits to ruin others because of

Life at this point was the same old schedule
Waking up, going to school, watching volleyball, coming home and helping and then falling asleep, and repeating it
It wasn't anything bad but sometimes emotions build up

The whispers sucked, it was almost pity but for some reason their was hatred in their 'whispers'
"Whats up with them?"
"Nothing they just want attention"

"Why do they keep acting like that, it couldn't be that bad"
"I know right? Like for real who looks like that"
"Maybe they should, you know, i mean if its that miserable whats the point"

"I don't see why the volleyball team even likes them"

Students are never really good at whispering
Even with everyone against me, i keep going because i have the smallest hope of my dream after i escape this hell
Even the smallest, silliest reasons can keep someone alive, it just matters that their trying, so i will try for those who couldn't, for those who think they can't because its a terrible solution for their problem

But hey being spiteful and stubborn comes in handy, to tell the world that deemed me a mistake from my birth
'Fuck you, I'll get past this cause you're wrong'
As cheesy as it is, its always one more time before i give up

I would walk to volleyball everyday, the love and affection in there was all that i needed
Yeah i built a bound with the volleyball team
It was great, and terrible. The amount of hate for simply being around these boys who were so popular was immense but to walk in everyday and get greeted by a warm, welcoming hello was well worth it to me

The team on their own time would look up and greet me, usually starting with Kita or the Miya twins
"Hello L/n" Kita would greet
"Hey! L/n! Come set for me" Osamu would call out to get under Atsumu's skin "I could've set for you!" Atsumu retorted, giving me a friendly wave before bickering with his twin, Akagi, Ojiro, Omimi, everyone would say hello in their own chaotic way

I sighed, sitting at my desk scrolling on my phone and seeing all these peoples posts, one caught my eye
'BabyAngel' or otherwise know by her real name Paige, she was the perfect girl, she wasn't mean to anyone, had a fantastic style and all in all i would count her as a Amazing person, but if i was being honest this girl was nothing but rotten