I don't know a good title for this but it's Kokichi angst

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TW: Manipulation, toxic relationship, physical and mental abuse, toxic Kaito, mention of rape.

Please refrain from reading this if you're uncomfortable or if you have PTSD.

"What did I tell you about talking back!" Kaito yelled, holding Kokichi by the hair and slamming his head into a wall.

"I-I'm sorry!" Kokichi cried. Kaito kicked him in the stomach and picked him up by the collar.

"Dear, what was rule 103?" He asked, "D-don't let a-anyone see the b-bruises and s-scratches..." Kokichi said.

" And what happened? " Kaito said, now holding him by the neck, choking him. Kokichi coughed trying to breathe.

"Miu *gasp* saw..." Kaito put Kokichi down and kissed his head. " I'm only doing this because I love you, okay, and you can't trust the others."

Kokichi's POV

" I'm only doing this because I love you, okay, and you can't trust the others."

He loves me? So this is what relationships are like. The pain is worth it if it makes him happy. I think to myself.

Kaito grabs my hand and drags me to the bathroom.

"Clean yourself up you disgusting pig" Kaito said as he leaves the room. I get off the ground and look in the mirror. My head was bleeding and I had cuts on almost every place but my face. My eyes start getting teary.

I grabbed a rag and started cleaning the cuts. I put my hair up and clean the wound on my head.

"Are you done yet?" Kaito said, I nodded. We walk out of his dorm, him squeezing my wrist.

"Hey sidekick!" He said putting on a smile. He let go or my wrist and whispered in my ear.

"I'll be leaving you for now, do not bother me or your punishment will be worse than this morning, got it, and don't tell anyone about what I do." I quickly nodded, " Y-yes sir" I say. He walks away to Shuichi. I look around and spot Miu and walk over to her.

"Hey Miu!" I say in my usual happy tone, "Hey, how are your cuts doing?" She asks, my eyes widened.

"T-they're okay" I say. Miu smiled and touches my shoulder making me wince, Miu noticed.

"Are you okay?" I nod and we walk towards the table.

" Hey I heard you guys were dating" Maki said. Kaito grabbed and squeezed my hand, " yep, we're a happy couple, right?" He said looking at with the a glare that said 'I'll hurt you if you say anything' I tensed up and nodded.

"I'm surprised you like him, out of all people" Kaede said, " Heh you're right, it is surprising" I smiled out of fear from what Kaito would do if I didn't. The smile wasn't settle either it seemed more forced and scared. After a few minutes of eating Kaito got up for a moment.

"Don't go anywhere Ouma" he whispered in my ear I nod.

" Hey Kokichi, you look worried are you okay?" Miu ask me. I start to sweat.

" Y-yeah! I'm f-fine! " I stutter. Everyone noticed that.

"Kokichi just stuttered, Gonta thinks something is wrong" Gonta said. I shook my head and tears threatening to spill.

"He whispered something in your ear that made you scared, what happened" My breathing starts to quicken. Kaito comes back and sees the scene. I think he understood what was happening and lost his cool. It's only been three weeks though... He grabbed my arms and through me on the ground.

"Did you say anything!?" He yelled I shook my head and started crying. He stomped on my hand until you could hear a crack. I screamed out in pain.

"I'm only doing this because I love you, okay?" He said I nodded holding my now broken hand.

Maki, Shuichi, Miu, and Gonta got up.

Gonta and Maki held Kaito back while Miu and Shuichi ran to me.

"Kaito what the hell!?" Maki yelled. Kaito tried to get out of their grasp and get to me but was unable. Miu held me up while Shuichi examined my hand.

"Get some bandages Kirumi!" Shuichi said. She nodded and ran out of the room. I look at Miu who had tears in her eyes.

"H-hey what's wrong?!", "how long?" she asked, " Huh? "

" How long?! " I flinched, " Since he forced me to d-date him... I don't like him, it hurts too much to. " I said resting my head on her chest. Miu looked at Kaito who had rage all over his face. I began to shake, realizing he'll probably kill me when they let him go.

"Kokichi, you must understand I do this to you only when I'm mad okay. I love you! I've already claimed you!" I shake my head, "No! You're only hurting me! You fucking raped me!" I yell. You could hear gasps and see glares towards Kaito.

"I despise Kokichi but this is too far!" Maki yelled.

"You did what?!" Miu shouted.

"You're fine if you leave I'll hurt myself!" Kaito yelled. My eyes widened, " No don't! I promise I'll be good! I won't say anything!" Miu's grip got tighter around my waist and she shook her head.

Kirumi comes back with the bandages and ice and hands them to Shuichi. He thanks her and raps it around my arm the ice under the bandages.

Maki knocked Kaito out so me and Miu could leave and he wouldn't say anything else. Miu brought me to her room and laid me on top of her. I blushed slightly. To be honest I've liked her for a while and was going to tell her the day Kaito "claimed" me.

"Explain why you didn't tell anyone." She said, " H-he told me that if I said anything he'd punish me it's fine though because he said he that he's only doing this because he loves me! " I say. Miu sighs and puts her hand on my head.

" He broke your hand, that's not him loving or caring about you. He's manipulating you into thinking that. " My eyes widened, it was fake the whole time? No it can't be! Miu raps her arms around me and holds me close to her.

Her warmth calmed me. I buried my head in the crook of her neck and closed my eyes, falling asleep.

I woke up still in her bed. I look up at her and smiled. She looked cute when she slept. I sigh and look at my hand, it still looked swollen. I felt Miu's hands move to her eyes.

"Oh, you're up. How did you sleep?" She asks. Her morning voice was so nice "Well, you?" She nodded in a response from tiredness.

"I'm never going to let that asshole hurt you again." I heard Miu mumble. I smiled and closed my eyes again, feeling safe.

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