Siblings-Sokeefe Story

Chapter 19: Keefe POV

I leaped away from the sleepover.

If you could even call it that.

I was pretty sure that I'm not going to get any sleep.

When I leaped away, I had no idea where to go so I leaped to a....

Random Place.

I had no idea where I was.

It looked like I was in a beach and a meadow combined.

It was a bit chilly out there, and I wished I had brought my blanket.

I leaned against a tree and laid down on some dead grass.

It was perfect.

I couldn't sleep.  Just as I predicted.  So I just sat there and...

Thought.

Thought about how I yelled at Sophie.

Thought about how Sophie and Fitz were dating again.

Thought about how Biana is the only one who knows.

Thought about how I was stupid enough to think that she could be mine one day.

I mean, who would choose me over the 'golden boy'?

I hated it.

I just wanted to stay here forever.

I never wanted to see anyone again.

What was the point of living and fighting so hard to stay sane anyway?  If this was all my life would be.

I screamed in frustration and yanked my registry pendant off.

I threw it into the water.

I started to cry.  Small sobs that quickly turned into big sobs.  Then I was on the ground crying and crying and crying.

I probably looked like a mess.

I had melted into a puddle of tears.

I couldn't hold it back anymore.

I didn't care anymore.

I was numb.

Really numb.

I hadn't bothered to fix my hair.

I hated the world.

I hated everything.

I hated life.

I hated Fitz.

And with that, I let it take over.

The Guilt.

Every mistake I made.

The fake caches.

When I joined the Neverseen.

Everything.

No one can bring me back this time.

Not  even Sophie.

After that, I felt darkness.

It was like blades cutting into my skin.

Dragging me into the Darkside.

I let it.

I didn't fight it.

After the darkness passed a little, I felt-

Coldness.

It was freezing.

Every comment I had gotten from mom and dad.

It felt like a thousand bees stinging me.

I thrashed.

It hurt.

A LOT.

I still didn't fight it.

I let it carry me away to the abysses of darkness, numbness, and coldness.

I stayed there.

I never wanted to come out again.

A/N: Yes I know that was a depressing chapter but I am rushing cuz I have school, my friend is texting me at 1 IN THE MORNING and I have to sleep! I MEAN who decides it's a good idea to text me at 1 IN THE MORNING?? Anyway! Bye!

-KoTlCPotter9