safe with me

three

sleep with me

hyunjin then went inside, making sure that his room keys he hid in his pocket wouldn't make a sound.

he never locked himself out really, he just needed an excuse to make sure that his troubled neighbor would be okay. he knows he wouldn't be able to sleep anyway if he just left jeongin alone.

"i can take the cou-" he stopped himself soon as he noticed that there were no couches to be seen in his flat.

he could either take the floor or the kitchen stools that looked uncomfortable as hell. the younger chuckled at his reaction making him smile.

he has braces. cute.

"you can sleep with me."  jeongin then realized how perverted that sounded as he worded it wrong. a blush start to creep on his cheek.

hyunjin smiled smugly, walking closer to the younger and leaning to his ear to whisper "i can?" with his husky tone.

his smirk widened when the boy visibly squirmed under his intense gaze, shyly hiding his face from the blonde.

he liked taunting him. he was sensitive, soft.

"um yes, we can share the bed." jeongin scratched his pink ears from the heat of blushing. then he left hyunjin by the hallways to fix their bed.

the older couldn't help but smile because clearly his planned had not just worked, but it turned out more perfectly than he thought.

he will be much closer to the boy he had just met earlier, but who's presence he craved almost immediately.

he was certain that he wanted jeongin for he knows from the way they first met, that the younger was a fragile boy he wanted to fix.

the apartment suddenly fell silent and he thought maybe jeongin was already sleeping. quietly he made his way to the bedroom he memorized since it was just connected to the bathroom where he cleaned the boy's cuts.

there the blue haired boy lie on the bed, his back turned to him. he didn't bother putting a pillow between them in order to serve as boundary, and this made the older smile.

thousand of unholy thoughts ran through the blonde's mind.

like how he craved to pin him down the bed and mark his milky skin with severe bruises of hickeys.

or how he wanted to suck his pink lips and see them go plump and glazed in the older one's saliva. he wanted to do things with him. he wanted to taste him.

but hyunjin controlled himself for tonight isn't the best time for his dirty needs. although he struggled with disciplining himself when it comes to his unholy side, the older managed.

"jeongin?" he called out, checking if he is in fact asleep already.

"mhm?" was the younger's soft response. with every little thing he do, he was not aware how badly it turned on hyunjin.

he shut his eyes as if he was in pain, biting his lip and already feeling his pants tighten. control yourself hyunjin, you just met. control yourself.

"is it okay if i lie down now?" jeongin mumbled a yes and carefully the older did so. his room was clean, although earlier it was cluttered with blades and random things he had thrown from his fit.

the floor was also stained earlier, but the younger had already wiped them clean.

it was 3 in the morning and when hyunjin hit the soft bed, the scent of lavenders wrapped around him immediately. the scent of his little one.

he resisted the urge to wrap his arm on jeongin's little waist and pull him closer. god, this is hard.

"struggling to sleep?" he was shocked when the younger turned to face him. from up close, he was more perfect and the older couldn't help but be mesmerized.

oh the things he could do with that mouth. the blonde nodded, staring directly at the eyes of jeongin.

"me too. listen i know this may be uncomfor-"

"why? do i make you feel uncomfortable?" he interrupted, scooting closer. hyunjin saw him visibly swallow before replying shyly with a quiet no.

he then took the boy's wrist very lightly and the younger was shocked but let him hold it anyway. the blonde's fingers ran through the old cuts jeongin had, and although they were healing, the sight was heartbreaking still.

and to think that he added more lines, it made hyunjin shatter.

"i know it's hard," he started, his voice now hoarse as he continued rubbing his fingers on the younger's skin. he didn't mind, in fact he too scooted a bit closer. "and what i say may not matter to you."

"hmm?" jeongin hummed to show him he's listening.

"but you have to fight through this. you need to stay." how the elder stared at his eyes were so intense, letting him see through the thick emotions he had.

there was silence before he managed to utter a reply.

"i don't know.." jeongin bit his lip. "i'm not that strong, see?" he raised his wrists to prove a point.

hyunjin took his arm and ran a finger across the scars again.

"these scars just prove how strong of a person you are, jeongin." he wanted to plant kisses on his skin to assure him everything's going to be ok, but he can't.

he can't just yet.