safe with me

twenty two

possessive

"w-what did you say?" jeongin asked, his voice barely a whisper and his eyes widened. he was so unused to hearing the older talk like that, and to think that he said he liked seeing him in pain?

the younger's lips quivered as more tears flowed down his cheeks. "baby you know i don't mean it. what's wrong?" hyunjin asked, suddenly being back to his normal self and acting like he wasn't just degrading the younger earlier.

he tried to come closer to jeongin but he looked away in fright, visibly shaking as he tried to caress his face. "what's wrong? w-what's wrong? jinnie, you! you've been hurting me the whole night." he finally let out the sob he was trying to hold in.

the younger was such a mess. he was weakly trembling and his skin was covered in cuts and bruises because of hyunjin . he was also stained with the mix of his and the older's cum.

"fuck." hyunjin mumbled under his breathe as he got the key to free the burning wrists of innie. as soon as he was released, the younger's body slumped down on the bed.

jeongin curled into a ball as he grip on his red almost violet wrists. "baby...baby i'm sorry. i didn't know what has gotten over me and i-" hyunjin once again tried to touch him but he whimpered with every gentle grasp.

he was scared of the older and hyunjin's heart shatter because of this.

"please let me call changbin hyung." he pleaded softly and the older couldn't help but feel infuriated, jealousy and possessiveness taking over him.

throughout the years that they've been together, he met all of the younger's friends and one specific person stood out to him. changbin was said to be closest to jeongin and that made the older more irritated with him.

it was as if the two was inseparable when they had meet for lunch at a ramen restaurant. and changbin got into hyunjin's skin once he started getting all over protective and sweet to his jeongin.

"c-changbin?" he inhaled sharply. "why would you want to call him innie. i'm right here." he softly said, immediately regretting the way he treated the younger earlier. but even if he tried to control himself, he knew he would just end up hurting him anyway.

"hyunjin please. i need him." the older felt his stomach drop and heart stop as he swallowed dry. he was hurt, there was no denying it. but he felt like this was just right and maybe changbin would at least calm jeongin.

i can fucking calm him down. why call him? he thought to himself but instead of saying it, he wordlessly took jeongin's phone and gave it to him.

he watch as the younger dial the number and he waited as the phone rung. not even 2 rings pass when it was already answered by the boy he dreaded the most.

"jeongin? what's wrong?" was the first thing changbin said once he picked up. it wasn't on loud speaker but the older could hear just enough since he wasn't that far.

"b-binnie i was just calling to see if your alright." jeongin said and the older was trying not to burst right then and there but he's had enough.

"binnie? and calling to see if he's alright? what the fuck was that jeongin! i'm your boyfriend and i'm right fucking here. am i not enough for you?" he burst, his hands slamming down the headboards between the younger's head.

he winced and changbin on the line was confused. "is that hyunjin? is he hurting you right now jeongin?" without letting the younger answer, he grabbed his phone and threw it against the wall making it shatter into pieces.

"hyunjin what is your problem? why are you acting like this? i don't even know you anymore." hyunjin was now in tears. he was angry and hurt.

"i'm sorry baby." his voice cracked as he looked down, not meeting the younger's eyes.

"i didn't mean to hurt you. i just couldn't fucking control myself, specially around you." he apologized although he knew the younger would take long before accepting him again. "i'll call changbin in my cell if that's what you want." he said, not waiting for a reply.

" no. i don't walk to talk to him anymore." he whispered. "let me clean you up then." the older offered but he declined. jeongin tried to stand up himself but he failed miserably, falling straight to the floor had it not been for the older who caught him in his arms. in his arms the younger broke down in loud sobs as he clung to him.

"you  promised not to hurt me." he whimpered as the older held him tighter. excruciating sobs came from his bruised lips and hyunjin was exploding with guilt as he carried him to the bathroom. "i know baby and i did. i'm so fucking sorry." hyunjin placed a kiss on his sweating forehead before gently laying him down the bath.

"let me make it up to you, okay?"