SENZO
I can see she has fallen for me. It would be so easy for me to have international booty!!! Oh gosh this girl has ruined that word for me forever. I mean how does one get from the mighty Buthelezi to Booty. Ubaba angaquleka(dad would collapse). We've been sitting in total silence like this for over an hour. Just watching the rain and listening to the ocean.
Me: Ms Phillips let's go to the kitchen to see about food. I'm starving.
She looks up at me, her face is a bit swollen, her eyes are red, her nose is pink. But I have never seen such beauty. At that moment my heart shifted. It literally moved from the left side of my chest to the right, then settled on my throat.
Her: Ok. But I'm not hungry. I'll just come with you, I can't sit by myself.
We get to the kitchen, it smells divine. I thought we were still going to prepare food. The housekeeper has outdone herself. I thought I'd given her the weekend off. We need to discuss her off days. She can't be here 24/7 365. I dish 2 plates and we sit in front of the tv and indulge. The way this missy is stuffing her face, I thought she said she was full. I guess the pasta looked too appealing and it's devine. When I get to the kitchen, Sue is back from her garden flat to clear the kitchen. I thank her walk back to Alana. I find her staring at the tv. I go to the study and return with a bottle of merlot and bring 2 wine glasses from the kitchen. I put them on the table.
Me: Hi
Her: Hi
Me: I am here 6 months. Only 6 months. My problem is that I find myself very attracted to you. I came here with a truckload of baggage. 2 truck loads in fact. But when I'm with you I forget all my worries. I need you to trust me to make you happy in the time I have here. Even if we try to maintain a platonic relationship Lana, all this chemistry will be Hiroshima. My only fear is that I might never be able to let you go, but no-one knows what tomorrow brings, I could be dead in just 24 hours. Look you don't have to answer today. Actually I don't want an answer at all, I already see it in your eyes, in your body language.
I open the bottle of wine and pour us glasses. Yes, this is a test. But vele ngiyindoda(obviously I'm a man) I know what red wine does to women. I just keep the glasses full as we watch golden oldies.
When we are halfway through the second bottle I get up and pull her up. No staggering as we walk to my room, I run us a shower. I start removing her clothes. She has not said anything to me since my declaration. But her silence has been laced with raw emotion, she's been glued to me. I remove my clothes and hold her hand as we step into the shower. As the warm water touches her body, she moves closer to me and pulls me down to her level and caresses my lips with hers. This was going to be an innocent shower you know. But she's really into this kiss.
Me: Baby this is not how I want to take you for the first time. Plus condoms in the shower are a nightmare. Plus....
My excuses start to bore her I guess because she drops to her knees.
Me: Aaaah...
This girl doesn't start lightly. It's the first second and yena she's already gagging and has me fucking her tonsils. Fast. Before I know it the steam, the heat, the pressure. I can't hold it any longer. I pull her off so quickly and release.
Her: Joshy. Don't tell me that's it.
That makes me so mad. So hard. No recouping time required. I push her against the wall while lifting her in the air and enter her. Her turn to start moaning, I guess we're here to show off.
Her: Josh...
Her breath quickens. My pace doesn't.
I wake up and the sun is up. My woman is still sleeping, facing the opposite direction. I'm afraid she will wake up and not remember. I need to think on my feet. I lift her left leg and find my way in. She starts moaning. I whisper in her ear
Me: I love you Lana.
Her: Josh
She remembers. She remembers me
Her: I mmmh
Me: I love you so much.
I move her closer to me, holding her tighter. I like that she disappears into my chest. And most importantly she's not a screamer. Her breathing and soft moans are the ones telling me how she is fairing. I feel her cumm. and I follow soon after
Me: Good morning
Her: Hi
Me: Please don't be shy. Turn around.
Her: How can I not be shy Senzo. You wanted to wait and I forced you.
Me: So you remember?
Her: Every moment
Me: Your alcohol tolerance is normal you know I guess someone is definitely out for you. I will speak to Sam and we will get to the bottom of this. I promise ok?
Her: Ok
I get up and carry her to the bathroom. We need to wash off all that sexing.
ALANA
The weekend was great but we didn't use any protection. It was my first time making love without a condom. First time doing it in the shower. And it was awesome. This man is strong. He carried me like I weigh nothing. I swear my favourite spot is to hang in his arms. When I'm straddling him and he's looking at me. That's my favourite go to position. We started at the hospital on Monday morning, for the emergency pill and tests. I can't believe I risked his life like that. With all my blacking out, anything could be happening. My life is such a disaster.
I'm sitting on his balcony watching the ocean in the moonlight. I can't remove the thought that my dad planned all of this. He probably met Josh before and liked him. Then set him up in my favourite house, knowing I will enjoy visiting him. It's Tuesday and I know he's working late, I'm just hear to watch the ocean.
I open my eyes and I'm now in bed. Josh is just watching me.
Him: Hey you.
I smile
Me: Hi.
Him: Come see.
He pulls me towards the window and it's raining cats and dogs. I look at my clothes and I'm dry.
Him: Sue called me panicking that the weather is changing and you won't wake up.
I didn't even feel the wind pick up.
Him: Where did you go after work yesterday?
Me: Yesterday?
Him: Yes on Tuesday. It's Wednesday afternoon.
I'm shocked to the core.
Him: For me to be able to protect you. You need to keep me informed about all your steps.
I'm still hung up on missing the whole day. But I'm wearing the same clothes. Why didn't he change me? He shakes his head.
Him: I got home late last night and just slept. I didn't see you out there. Sue saw you when she came to clean this morning and thought you were relaxing. You didn't go down for breakfast and when lunch trickled by and the weather changing. she got worried, then called. Now tell me where you were before you came here?
Me: Nowhere. I came here straight from work. I wanted to see the sunset.
Him: How do you get drugged at the office?
Drugged. Again.
