ALANA
Today was supposed to be my happy day. But here I am sitting in the tv room with my mom in law. My father in law is out dropping off family that came to celebrate us. I sigh.
Mama: My child, your mind seems to be far.
I sigh again and a tear drops. I wasn't planning on crying. I'm a strong girl.
Me: He is with her.
Mama: With who my daughter? That ex wife of his is not a factor.
Me: Not her mama. But the reason he ended up in Tanzania. Maybe we rushed this marriage. I told him to take his time but he was hellbent on marrying me.
I can't hold back my tears anymore. She holds me as I let them fall.
Me: Mama can I go lie down.
Mama: I've known my son all his life, he stands by his decisions. Trust him please.
Me: Mama I'm so scared. Ours was such a whirlwind romance. I could have been his rebound.
I run outside to his quaters. I take a long shower, take some panados, maybe they will kill the pain I'm feeling inside. I wish I could take something stronger. I feel like such a fool.
JOSHUA
When we break from our hug. I hold her hand and we walk inside the house, as soon as I close the door, she stands on her tipy toes and moves in to kiss me. This moment I've dreamed of for a long time. But after a few moments I'm brought back to reality and push her back. My heart. I can't do this to her. I love my Alana.
Me: Come, let's sit and chat.
Penny: Hi Senzo
Me: Penny.
Her: I missed you. You changed your numbers. You moved house. You quit your job.
Me: You got married.
Her: I was pregnant and confused. It was a surprise wedding. I...
I stop her right there.
Me: I'm married Penny.
Her: So?
Me: I love her.
Her: I love my husband too. I'm not leaving him.
Me: Then what are you doing here
Her: ...
Me: Don't answer that. Look the last day I made love to you was my goodbye to you. I closed this chapter. I just came here to tell you, there can never be an us and also tell you that I'm going to tell Alana about us.
She just breaks down. Not your I'm crying because I'm sad tears. But the I've lost my house in a fire and I have no hope tears.
Her: Every.. everything.. thing is such a.. a mess. I.. I need to.
to get home. Th.. ank you for... agre.. eing to meet me.
Me: You can't drive in this state. Let's sit and watch some t.v. so you can calm down.
We just sit with her in my arms and watch a movie. I must have dozed off because when I open my eyes it's dark out.
Me: Shit Penny vuka.
Her: Nooo no no Senzo it's dark out. What time is it?
Me: It's 21:36. Let's go.
We rush out and I lock the door. I'm in so much shit.
I drive home and find my mom watching her soapie. She stares at me
Her: Son. Don't hurt that girl.
With that she stands up and goes to her room. I switch off all the lights, lock and make my way to my room. I find her in bed sleeping. She looks so peaceful. She's wearing a different colour doek now. I know my mom gave her this 1. I smile because I know it. First time I saw my mom wearing it I told her that, my wife won't wear pantyhose to bed but that doek. She must have saved it and never wore it again. She didn't give it to Thandi though and I thought she loved her.
I take a shower and join my wife in bed. She's so warm, I can't help myself but snuggle close to her. She moans. My wife knows what turns me on, even in her sleep. I grab her and start touching her, the way I know she loves. Her breathing changes to the touch. I can tell she's awake now, but she won't open her eyes.
She must be upset at me. I know I'd be livid.
Me: I'm sorry my love. I'm sorry.
I start kissing her all over. I start on her feet. When I get to her knees, she squirms. I part her legs, great no underwear. My kisses intensify, so do her moans. When I get to my castle, she holds my head and tries to remove it.
Me: I'm sorry.
Her: Me too. Now get off me.
I get my tongue on her clit and hold her tighter.
She tries to squirm out of my grip but my power and the pleasure overpower her. She gives in to the pleasure and gets the most explosive orgasm. I slow down down my assault and loosen the grip.
She turns and faces the other way. I hold her we spoon. I'm not expecting to get anymore.
Me: My love I'm sorry.
Her: For what Joshua?
Full name. I'm in trouble, but this is my wife, I wont quit.
Me: For taking longer than 2 hours.
Her: Ok. You're forgiven. Now let go of me.
This is going to be much harder than expected.
