Dallas Winston - 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤/ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤

♡︎overthinker

A/N: it's 1:49 am on a Wednesday and Ik it's trash but I thought the ending was cute sooo

"Goodnight," I reached up and kissed his cheek and went back to resting my head on his chest. He kissed my head and mumbled a 'goodnight' back.

I rubbed my thumb in circles on his stomach not able to sleep. My mind was racing with hundreds of 'what if's and it was stressing me out.

He had his arm around me and was steadily breathing. He hadn't been drinking which surprised me that he was so easily relaxed tonight.

"What baby." He whispered.

"Huh?" I responded.

"What's on your mind." He shifted to look at me.

"Nothing." I responded, truth is, I didn't want to tell him.

"Oh shuddap and tell me." He squeezed my arm and I smiled.

But the smile quickly faded when I remembered.

"We're gonna break up someday, you know." I finally said.

"Only with those spirits." He responded with a smirk.

"I don't want to lose you!" I said and held myself up with one arm.

"You won't, love." He knew I loved it when called me that. He pulled me back down.

"It's either that or- you'll end up dead." I said and held onto him tight.

"I won't with you around. I promise you that." He kissed my head again but I shifted uncomfortably.

"But what if-" He covered my mouth with his hand and I bit his palm.

"Ow!" He swatted me playfully and I giggled.

"Quit talkin' like that baby, I'm not gonna leave you." He said and I sighed.

"I'm holding you against that, darling." He let out a breath-y laugh because I only called him darling when I was annoyed.

"Go to sleep." He said.

"Do you love me?" I asked.

"Of course I do." He responded.

"Then why don't you ever say it?" The questions were rolling at this point.

"Oh my god, baby, shut the fuck up and go to sleep." He threw his head back and his hair fell back and I quickly admired it. His brown messy hair always made me crazy.

"Well?" I said and I propped myself up again.

"Well what?" He mocked me with a sassy tone.

"What's your answer? Why don't you say it?" I looked at him like he just shot a puppy.

"Because I never loved before, baby, you know that." He brushed hair behind my ear and I wanted to melt into his touch at that moment but I couldn't.

"Well if you know you love me then you should say it." I turned and got out of bed and I walked into the bathroom.

He followed after me and wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck.

"I love you." He whispered into my ear with his sleepy voice.

"That's more like it." I said as I turned around and kissed his cheek. He smiled and unwrapped me. I turned the lights on and stared at myself in the mirror with him behind me. He was standing there in nothing but boxers and his hair incredibly messy, and I was screaming internally at how cute he looked but I couldn't fall into his arms and hold him all night until I got the answers that my mind was chasing.

"Do you think I look bad?" I say and he looks at me annoyed.

"Turn that brain of yours off so we can go back to bed and I can hold my woman." He said and tugged on my arm.

"Do I?" I said once again and he dragged me out of the bathroom and turned the lights off and threw me onto the bed. He climbed on top of me and attacked me with kisses and then looked at me.

"Go to bed!" I giggled and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he fell to my side and I gave him one last long kiss.

"What would I do without you?" I asked and he smiled.

"Think yourself to death." He wrapped me in his arms again and I was soon to fall asleep.