Chapter 39

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~ Ryder's P.O.V ~

"Leave Calum" Once those words left Michael's mouth my eyes widened. I know I said anything but I didn't mean that.

"But.... " I was Cut off by Michael speaking

"You said anything. I want you to leave Calum. Don't you want to be happy with me and Dylan? Think about how happy you'd be, I would take care of you and never make you feel alone or unwanted. You'd be my wife and I would cherish you every second of every day. Dylan would be happy and wouldn't be confused on who her real father is. I'd give her anything her little heart desires and much more. We could be a happy family and move away from all this drama, no more Luke, Calum, Harry, Liam, Zayn, Niall, Louis, or Eliana just us." Michael said kissing my lips

"I don't want to leave them behind. They are my family and they mean more then anything else to me. I would love to be happy with you and Dylan but what about my other children? Do you expect me to just leave them behind and just focus on the child I had with you? Well I can't, I love all my children equally and couldn't picture ever leaving them behind." I snapped

"Well you were just about to leave them behind when you tried to kill yourself." Michael snapped back causing me to go silent.

"Did you really just say that?" I asked trying to make myself believe that I heard him wrong. Michael sighed before speaking again.

"I didn't mean to say that, I was upset and I'm sorry. If you really want your kids in your life then I will raise them as if they were mine." He truthfully stated

"But what about Calum and Zayn? They are their fathers and should be allowed to see them." I said staring into Michael's eyes

"They can visit. Why are you so hesitant about coming with me?" Michael gave me a sad

"I love you....." I said biting my lip

"But?" I let out a sigh before speaking again

"I love Zayn and Calum too." My head tilted down in shame. I'm not ashamed of the fact that I love them too, I'm ashamed at the fact that I can't choose who I love the most. I feel like I'm hurting everyone but I can't seem to stop, no matter how hard I try.

Michael's jaw clenched as he took a deep breath. I don't get why he's mad, he already knows how I feel. He started to run his hand through his hair as he starred at the wall in deep thought. After what felt like hours he spoke.

"You have to make a choice, me or them."

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