Chapter 53

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     ~ Ryder's P.O.V ~

   
   { 1 Month Later }

      It's been a month. Exactly one month since I've last seen my children. My stomach is growing bigger as I get further along in my pregnancy. The further I get the more my hatred for my unborn babies grow. I don't want these babies I want my babies.

      I've just been sat in my room with Calum, Michael, and Zayn surrounding me. I wanted to be alone but considering the fact that they were the fathers of my children I let them stay. Eli and I haven't talked much because she blames me for Austin and Kevin being taken. To be completely honest I don't care anymore. I tried to apologize and beg for forgiveness but I realized I'm not the one to blame. I tried to keep them safe but it didn't work it's clear that Ashton was never planning on leaving my family alone.

       "Ry?" I looked down at Calum who's head was laying across my lap.

         "Yes?" My voice came out a little rough considering the fact that I barely talked and all I did was cry

          "I'm sorry." I raised an eyebrow in confusion

     "For what?" He let out a sigh before speaking

         "If I didn't kill Ashton we might have been able to find the kids. I was just so pissed off that I didn't think about how we were going to find them." His eyes became bloodshot as tears threatened to spill

       "It's not your fault. You weren't thinking clearly, I understand." My voice stayed completely monotone

            "Why do you do that?" Calum's voice came out small but clearly agitated

        "Do what?" I asked not really wanting to know

         "Shut me out. You shut us all out, I've been trying to talk to you but it's pointless. It's like talking to a brick wall. Say something anything, scream at me, judge me, say it's all my fault but please don't just sit there. It's killing me inside that our kids are gone, it feels like you left with them." The last part came out as a whisper as Calum ran his hand through his hair in frustration.

      "What do you want me to say? I feel like Shit. I lost my babies. All the things I've done to try and keep them safe never worked. I feel that if I never met you and Michael my life would have been different. I wouldn't have lost my friends, my family, have to always be on the run, have a miscarriage, watch my son get killed, and most importantly worry about if I'll ever see my babies again. Is that what you want to hear, that I'm regretting ever meeting you and Michael?" By the end of my speech tears were running down my face as Calum tried to blink away his own

      "Are you saying that you regret falling in love with me? Because I don't regret falling in love with you. I know that you're hurt now but you and I both know that everything will go back to the way it was. Everyone faces their own problems, ours maybe a little more sever than other but we'll work everything out, Ry." Calum said pulling me on his lap and kissing my lips passionately making my tears stop as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself closer to him

      Our moment was interrupted by someone knocking on the door. I let out a sigh as I rested my head against Calum's before placing a small kiss to his nose

       "Come in."

             ~ Ed's P.O.V ~

   I was currently sitting in the living room trying to cheer up Michael who was trying his hardest not to cry. I felt bad for him, he didn't deserve this and neither did Ryder. I've known Michael for years and I've never seen him this broken except the night when he came to me crying about Ryder running away with Calum.

     "It's going to be okay, I'm sure you'll find them soon." I said trying to calm him down

          "It's been a month Ed, if I were going to find them I would have found them by now. I'm just so done trying because all that it's brought me is pain" His pale green eyes were now bloodshot. I punched him in the arm causing him to hiss in pain

    "What in the hell happened to you? Are you really giving up? You're willing to give up your daughter, are you fucking serious? I've never seen you give up this easily. You spent 5 years of your fucking life looking for her and Ryder and found them, now you're willing to give up after all the time you put into getting your family back? I know you're upset but you need to think about what might happen if you never get her back. She doesn't have anyone to protect her, Michael she needs you and so do her brothers and sisters. You need to stop crying and go and find them, Michael." I firmly stated

     "You're right I need to find them." Michael said standing to his feet and walking towards his room. I was about to ask him what he was doing but my phone started to ring. I pulled it out of my pocket and saw that I had a call from an unknown caller causing me to raise an eyebrow before answering my phone.

    "Hello?" I spoke

        "Tell Ryder If she doesn't hurry up and make a choice we will make it for her and it won't be pretty." My jaw clenched in anger. What in the Fuck is this person talking about?

      "Who in the Fuck is this?" I growled into the phone

        "That doesn't matter just listen closely to what I'm about to say, I will not repeat myself."

       ~ Calum's P.O.V ~

     "Come in" I said hugging Ryder tighter

        "I'm sorry to interrupt you but I need to talk to you about something important." I looked over to see Ed standing by the door.

       "Anything you want to say to me you can say in front of Ryder." Ed sighed in annoyance

      "I don't think that's a good idea." Ryder started to pull away from me but I held her tighter

       "I can go, it's not a big deal." Ryder said kissing my forehead

       "No, I wan't you to stay. Anything Ed wants to say he can say, but I want you to be here with me." I stated before signaling for Ed to speak. He let out a sigh before speaking

      "I just got a call from an unknown caller" Ed stopped in the middle of what he was saying causing me to raise an eyebrow

       "Finish what you were going to say." I demanded

      "They said that if Ryder willingly gave them the babies that are in her stomach once they are born they will give back your kids." My whole body went stiff. What kind of sick Bastard would make someone choose between their own children. I could never make Ryder do this

      "Call them back and tell them it's a deal." My mouth dropped open at Ryder's words

        "What do you mean it's a deal?" I stated causing her to look back at me

       "You and I both know I don't want these babies. If giving them up ment I could see my kids again then so be it." She shrugged as if it was nothing

      "The babies that you are about to give up are your kids, you may not want them but you need to give them a chance. They never did anything wrong, you're letting their fathers mistakes decide their fate." I was about to continue speaking but Ed spoke again

    "They don't just want the babies." Ed stated looking down at his feet

         "What else do they want?" I raised an eyebrow

     "Ryder, Eliana, and Mali"

     

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