Chapter 44

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  ~ Ryder's P.O.V ~

   

"I'm taking you to get an abortion" the moment those words left Ashton's mouth my head filed with questions. Do I really want to abort these babies? Can I actually see myself raising them? I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down so I could think my clearly.

         "You can't tell me what to do." I said laying back on the bed. I felt Ashton yank my legs causing me to fall off the bed and on to the floor  causing me to clench my jaw in annoyance.

         "Get dressed right now or else I'm going to drag you out of here."Ashton growled throwing me my pants. I pulled them up my legs before going to my closet to get a shirt. One shirt in particular caught my attention, it was Calum's favorite blink-182 shirt. I bit down on my lip as memories of Calum came flooding through my head. I grabbed the shirt and pulled it over my head, covering my exposed upper body.

       "Let's go, baby." Ashton said before leaning down and gently kissing my lips. He intertwined our fingers and led me out the room. As we walked down the stairs I saw Eliana sitting at the kitchen table eating cereal, once I got to the last step she looked up at Ashton and I. I could tell she was hiding something but now wasn't the time to ask her about it.

       "Where are you two going" she asked placing her spoon back in her bowl

         "To the hospital." Her eyes filled with worry

          "What? why? Are you okay?" I gave her a small nod before speaking

    "Yeah, I'm just getting an abortion." I stated as if it was no big deal. Eliana eyes widened, I could tell she was about to speak but I quickly spoke "Ashton can you wait for me in the car? I forgot my phone." I said before kissing his lips. I really didn't want to kiss him but I wanted him to think that I cared and I wasn't going to do anything bad. He gave me the most adorable smile before leaning down and kissing my lips again.

       "Okay baby, please don't take to long." He said before walking out the front door. It confuses me how he can be angry and demanding one second then sweet and caring the next. I drew my attention back to Eliana who was now walking towards me

      "I thought you said you were going to think about keeping the babies. How are you just going to give them up, think of the fact that you are killing innocent babies. Did you tell the guys that you are going to give up the babies? Why did you tell Ashton that you were pregnant with his babies?" Eliana said with a mixture of annoyance and sadness clear in her voice

        "No, I didn't tell the guys. They don't need to know what I plan on doing. Ashton doesn't know that they are his. All he know is that I'm pregnant and that he doesn't want to raise children that aren't his." I shrugged

       "But they are his." Eli said

   "That's why I'm giving them up. Now if you don't mind I'm going to leave." I started to walk towards the front door but Eliana grabbed my wrist causing me to raise an eyebrow

        "I can't let you do that, Ryder." Eliana said causing me to take a deep breath before speaking

       "This is my life, so stay the Fuck out of it." Eliana's mouth hung open in shock but I shrugged her hand off of me and walked out the front door

  ********* At the hospital ********

     

       I was currently sitting in the waiting room of the hospital while Ashton went to get his jacket out the car. I'm so lost on what to do. I really want to give these babies up but I know I will end up hating myself for it. My train of thought was interrupted by my phone going off non-stop causing me to raise an eyebrow in confusion

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