~ Ashton's P.O.V ~
"If I can't have you, no one will." I placed one last gentle kiss to Ryder's lips causing her to stir and her eyes to slowly open. Once she saw the gun pressed against her temple her eyes widened in shock.
"What are you doing?" Ryder asked laying completely still.
"I can't take you being unhappy, I have to let you be happy but I can't let you be happy without me." I said rubbing her jaw with my thumb.
"So you think that killing me is the best answer? Are you fucking insane? Actually don't answer that, I already know that you are fucking psychotic." A small growl passed my lips as I cocked the gun causing Ryder to give me a daring look
"I'm not psychotic, you Bitch." I pressed the gun harder against her temple.
"Oh really? Because you were going to kill me in my sleep, even though you know I'm pregnant with your child. You really need help if you actually believe killing me would solve your problems." My hand started to tremble when I realized that I was actually going to kill her even though she was pregnant... with my child. I put the gun down before tightly wrapping my arms around her and burying my face in her chest.
"Oh my God baby I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking." Tears started to run down my face when the thought of all the things I could have lost ran through my head. I felt Ryder grab onto my jaw and tilt my head up so that I was looking in her eyes. I was caught off guard when Ryder's hand connected with my face.
"Don't you ever point a gun at me again." Ryder pushed me away from her before standing up off the bed, exposing her bare body. She walked over to the dresser and pulled out a t-shirt and panties and slid them on.
"Who in the Fuck do you think you are? Do you want me to fucking shoot you?" I stated with a venomous tone.
"If you were going to shoot me you would have done it already."
~ Ryder's P.O.V ~
"If you were going to shoot me you would have done it already." I firmly stated before walking out of the room and into the living room. I can't believe he actually tried to kill me in my sleep, what sadistic Asshole would do that? My train of thought was interrupted by my phone ringing. I let out an annoyed sigh before grabbing my phone and answering it
"What?" I snapped at the person on the other line.
"RYDER IS THAT YOU BABY? PLEASE TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE, PLEASE. THE KIDS MISS YOU... I MISS YOU, PLEASE LET ME COME GET YOU." The sound of Calum's sad desperate voice made my heart drop. I heard small sniffles coming through the phone causing me to raise an eyebrow
"Are you crying?" I asked In a slow quiet voice
"YES." He said trying to control his sobs
"Why?" I asked playing with my fingers
"THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE BEEN ABLE TO GET IN CONTACT WITH YOU AND I MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I CAN'T TAKE KNOWING THAT I CAN'T SAVE YOU. WHY WON'T YOU LET ME SAVE YOU?" Calum asked obviously confused
"I'm not meant to be saved baby, this is what I deserve. I'd rather stay here and deal with this crazy Fuck than hurt you and Michael." I said truthfully as tears started to pour out of my eyes
"NO ONE DESERVES WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, ESPECIALLY NOT YOU. YOU MIGHT HAVE MADE SOME MISTAKES BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU DESERVE TO LIVE WITH AN OBSESSIVE PSYCHOPATH THAT YOU DON'T LOVE, YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND MAKE YOUR OWN CHOICES NOT HAVE THEM MADE FOR YOU." I let out a sigh
"It doesn't matter anymore anyways. You need to take so time and think about what you truly feel because to be completely honest I'm not someone who should be loved, I don't deserve it." I said trying to slow my breathing so that Calum wouldn't know I was crying.
"DON'T EVER SAY THAT AGAIN . YOU DESERVE LOVE, THAT'S WHY YOU HAVE SO MUCH OF IT. YOU MIGHT THINK YOU DON'T DESERVE IT BUT THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE HERE WHO LOVE YOU AND ARE WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU. THE KIDS HAVE BEEN CRYING EVERY NIGHT WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE, THE GUYS BARELY EVEN TALK AND WHEN THEY DO IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU, ELIANA IS VERY DEPRESSED AND STOPPED EATING, SHE DOESN'T EVEN TALK TO US ANYONE MORE, SHE SPENDS ALL DAY IN HER ROOM BECAUSE SHE THINKS IT'S HER FAULT THAT YOU'RE GONE AND WE CAN'T FIND YOU. YOU MIGHT THINK THAT YOU DON'T DESERVE LOVE BUT EVERYONE ELSE THINKS YOU DO. PLEASE.... LET ME COME AND GET YOU." By the end of Calum's speech tears were rolling down my face uncontrollably.
"Okay." I said through tears
"OKAY WHAT?" Calum asked slightly confused
"Okay, I'll tell you where I am." I heard a chorus of gasps signaling that more than Calum heard what I said
'She's coming back?' I heard an excited yet raspy voice say in the back round causing me to smile at the thought of being back with my family.
"EVERYONE GET YOUR SHIT WE'RE GOING TO GET HER." I heard calum say causing shuffling to be heard through the line. "WHERE ARE YOU, BABY?" Calum asked still in shock
"I'm........" I was cut off by the last person I wanted to see.
"Who are you on the phone with?"
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