ARC1/CHP25 : can
Jimin night was peaceful he was able to sleep all night without nightmares for the first time since his accident, trusting Jungkook words over his demons, he was so impatient to see Jungkook in the morning but who knows what the future holds how will he handle the situation
"AHHHHHH!!" not well evidently, the first thing he did when he woke up was shrieking
' I told you jimin, where is he now? Hahaha '
The boy didn't know what to do anymore, he just kept shaking his head while pulling in his hair.
' you still don't believe me! Do you think he is waiting for you downstairs to surprise you haha still pathetic my poor jiminie"
The boy scrambled out rushing downstairs searching everywhere in the mansion but it was pointless, there was no sign of jungkook
" chim, please calm down, I'm sure kook is his way I'm sure something was holding him back " taehyung words were reasonable but are they enough to bring some sense in jimin, he did stop scrambling and shouting like a mad man taking a few seconds looking toward the said boy who maintained his distance not having any intentions to scare the boy further
' he's lying jimin, just look at his face he has 0 information about jungkook it's so obvious ' his demons said again accompanied with an evil laugh
Even though his inner demons were trying to get him to give up but in this situation, they were saying the truth it was so evident that taehyung was lying even a little kid can tell how much of a bad liar that boxy smile man is. The boy just walked away in silence like a zombie to jungkook's room taking his place in the middle of the bed while hugging his knees
'Giving up jiminie ?' The boy shook his head
' why not! Don't you believe I surly did take my time convincing you last time ' the voice whined
He stayed in that position for an hour, the poor pretty boy was losing hope, if you were in his place in that kind of health situation what will you do? Being so vulnerable physically and mentally a boy with 0 childhood memories and a Miserable abusing past just when he thought he got a family a person who loved him but in a matter of a day everything changed
' Woah, so pitiful jiminie '
Just when he started getting happy for the first time in his life learning what is happiness and how to smile something bad happened and took his smile with it
' so useless jiminie '
All those emotions his brothers, his hyungie spent to help him feel them, a whole year of them just trying to make him laugh genuinely went in the air in less than a day
' you're worthless '
Will all his happy moments vanish and end just like that! All those efforts they made just to help him improve his mental health go to waste
' you deserve nothing jimin, you don't even deserve petty '
' SHUT UP ' he finally said ' what a Loquacious person you are '
' look who finally decided to speak with me! I'm not a person jiminie I'm you '
' still, since I stopped responding to you, you didn't stop talking '
' feel free to see me however you want, but you speaking with me again only means you decided to give up '
YOU ARE READING
traumatic love / Jikook
Fanfiction"Who are you?" (JM) "I am the embodiment of your darkest fears, my dear." "Spill it, speak now or face dire consequences." (Jk) "It's not my doing, I never wanted to be like this. They created me this way." "Please, help me. Find a cure for me." . s...
