KIRBYS LIST

CHAPTER NINETEEN

-first period-

After Dylan told me how he felt it was kinda awkward, I hate to admit but I looked at him differently now, I looked at him as the guy who likes me and I had just rejected minutes ago.
We got to class a few minutes late because of the incident. Once again we were greeted with

"Late again? Sorry guys you know the drill"
Mr Corey had to call are parents after class and tell we were late again, I didn't blame him after all it was part of his job.
I sat awkwardly at my desk.
Once again zoned out.
What if he actually killed mom? No don't think like that! You talked to her this morning. I wish I could just have him behind bars already. He should be! Wait..oh god I have to face kiara today at lunch! The whole friend groups always gossiping what if this time their all gossiping about me? What if kiara told them? Well no shit of course she did, she probably hates me by now. I never stopped to think about her feelings but she didn't have the right to just yell at me through text..right? I genuinely didn't know Dylan felt that way I always saw him as a brother figure. How could I be this stupid, I guess I really am the stupid girl.
Minutes past like hell and suddenly the bell rang for the next class,when I was leaving the class room I didn't even bother to look at Dylan because that would've been awkward. I opened my locker and all of a sudden a letter slipped out.
I opened it.

"Fuck you kirby, honestly go kill your self I don't care. Overdose,slit your wrists,hang your self! No one in the friend group cares about you anymore, I told them what you did. DONT try to sit with us at lunch because you'll just get embarrassed or do better for us, we need a good laugh.

Xoxo anonymous"

I felt my eyes having a flood and all of a sudden I started sprinting. Mythoughtswerefasterthenmylegsatthis-

Suddenly I bumped into a hard chest and my thoughts and legs slowed down, I looked up and are eyes met

It was caleb.
He noticed my flooded eyes and started asking what happened frantically, jeez how embarrassing of me.

"Oh kirby! What happened?!did someone hurt you? I'll kill them! Who was it?!?!"
I couldn't hold back anymore, I burst into tears. Suddenly he held me close? My head was in his chest.

"I'm-I-" i was choking through sobs now, it was like I couldn't speak.

"It's ok kirby,It's all gonna be ok I swear."

After ten minutes i calmed down and we were skipping class together, we were in the janitors closet.

"What happened?" A worried caleb said

"It's just that- I got this note in my locker"
I saw him as he read it and his expression changing into anger.

"Kirby this wrong! You should go to the principal with this."

"I can't- I mean I can but I don't wanna get her in trouble"

"You know who it is? That's even better! You can get immediate justice for yourself! How great is that?"

"It's not great because I won't turn her in no matter how much anyone tells me to, she has a right to be mad"
After I explained what happened he still was persistent but he finally understood its not what I want.

"Yeah I love nirv-"
Out of no where the bell rang and I remembered I just skipped a whole class.
I leapt up

"I JU- WE JUST SKIPPED A WHOLE CLASS TOGETHER!"
He laughed? Did I seem stupid?

"Oh kirbs, that was stupidly cute"
He said blushing, oh god I felt my cheeks go hot" I suddenly realized it was time for lunch. I grabbed Caleb's hand without thinking and ran to the lunch room with him behind me and are hands still in tact. We burst in i felt my friend groups eyes on us but I didn't care honestly they could stare all they want and send me daggers with their eyes because at least I was happy. I sat with Caleb and we talked on and on about just anything and now I was in my happy place again with Caleb.