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I pulled into the driveway, getting my keys out to go inside and was met with an open door by a mad ass Karin once again.
I sucked my teeth because I didn't have time for this shit tonight.
"What took you so long?" She asked with an attitude
"Don't start this shit Karin seriously not tonight I'm tired."
"And you think I'm not? I've been here multiple nights and days this week alone for hours with our child. You remember her right?"
"Karin don't even play with me like that. I'm trying to figure this shit out and how to balance every thing I'm only one fucking person"
"You should've thought about that before you ran around sticking your dick in every thing. Now I have to sit at home like a single mom while you play house with that bitch and tend to that baby!" She said folding her arms
"There it go" I said chuckling
"What?!" She snapped
"This whole time you been playing cool and never saying shit, you don't even ask me about DJ! You never said shit since that night I told you I was his dad in the car!" I yelled
"No I'm not playing house with that bitch I'm there strictly for my son! Yeah my son, don't disrespect him or me by calling him that baby. Matter of fact I don't need you questioning me about what the fuck I do with my son in my fucking time. Fuck out of my face with your stupid ass" I yelled in her face adding bass to my voice
"Every day I'm fighting postpartum depression, I'm always here alone! You're not here, no one answers, Kendall is always crying what the fuck about me? Huh?" She said now crying.
"I'm stupid for still staying. I'm stupid for having a kid with you. Stupid for thinking you would change, I am over this shit David." She yelled
"Whatever you just talking, go to bed Karin please." I said annoyed
"I'm done this time and I mean that I cannot do this anymore. I'm not even myself anymore, I don't recognize this person in the mirror. I love you more than I love myself that's never good. This relationship is literally draining the life out of me and if I stay I'll never get back to that happy me I once was." She took her ring off now crying "I'm sorry"
"Karin wait" I tried to grab her hand but she pulled away going up the steps
My heart was now beating fast, feeling like it was sinking
"Baby" I said
I followed her into the room and saw her get into the bed with an awake Kenni in her arms
"You hungry mommy's girl?" She asked softly helping her latch on to breast feed
She tilted her head back to avoid her tears from dropping on Kenni
I sat next to her on the bed staring at Kennedy "You are so beautiful baby girl, I love you so much. I'm sorry daddy been away a lot I promise to change that." I said rubbing her head
"Baby I'm sorry, I shouldn't have—" I started to say to Karin and she cut me off
"David stop! Honestly it's nothing you can say or do any more, I just want to get some sleep tonight and figure everything else out in the morning." She said as her voice started cracking
"Ok. I'll be downstairs in the cave I'm not going any where if you need help with her bring her to me"
"Ok" she said sadly
I laid down on the recliner chair in my man cave and had a million thoughts running through my head. I got two kids a month apart, my wife is leaving me I feel like my life is falling apart. I made dumb decisions and I'm finally facing the consequences this is so fucked up. I don't know what to do without Karin but I saw in her eyes that she is done with me.
I sparked a blunt I already had rolled here as I felt tears sliding down my face.
________________________________ I know y'all mad at me but I swear y'all gone love me laterrrrr
It can't always be happily ever after that would be too cliche 🙂
No face claim for DJ yet but I'm open to suggestions
