Natasha Romanoff One shots

I lied Y/n

Y/n's Pov

Warnings: swearing, making fun of trauma, nothing else really

I had finally come back to the compound after months of ignoring it. I couldn't be here knowing that Natasha didn't love me, but there was an issue far greater than that.

I stepped into the cool compound and memories came back to me. Memories of my brother and sister and memories of Natasha.

I wasn't able to be to caught up in my memories because I heard a shout of my name.

I turned my head to see my brother and sister. I smiled as I walked up to hug them.

"Y/n/n, I thought you weren't coming back? It's not that I'm not happy to see my youngest sister, I'm just confused."

I knew what Pietro meant by being confused. I was confused as to why I even said yes to meeting Bucky and Steve here.

I started to look around and I felt a weird gut feeling to run away. I didn't understand what was happening until I saw her red hair.

  "Hey Y/n." 

   She smiled at me as if nothing happened. I was going to tell Wanda and Pietro to stay but I felt a gush of wind so I knew they were gone.

   "Can we talk Y/n?"

  I didn't want to talk to her. I knew coming here was a mistake. I started to walk past her but she grabbed my wrist.  

   "We're gonna talk whether you want to or not."

   I knew she meant business so there was no getting around it.

   "Than fucking talk. I said all I had to say four months ago." 

   She made a weird face when I mentioned how long ago this was. It didn't really seem to effect her than, why does it effect her now.

   "Y/n, I lied to you all those months ago."

   I was confused. She said she couldn't possible be in love with me because I was part of Hydra. I was only part of Hydra for my siblings, and I got out when Bucky did.

    "What do you mean? You made it very clear you didn't want me."

She had the slightest smile on her face. God, I hated that she was getting amused by what she told me back in December.

    "I lied. I couldn't tell you the truth. I didn't hate you, I didn't think less of you due to being in Hydra. I just used that as an excuse."

   She was being very confusing. If she was saying what I think she was saying, it wasn't going to blow over that easily.

    "Y/n Maximoff, I love you. I only told you I didn't because I was scared. I didn't think I would ever be able to love you, but here I am, pouring my heart out to you."

  I couldn't hear that right now. She rejected me, not the other way around. She talked down to me and now she claims that she's in love with me.

    "Oh."

  I didn't know how else to react. She lied to me for months, told me I was basically useless, and now she says she wants me. How was that fair?

  "Oh? That's all you have to say?"

I had zero idea why she was upset right now. She's the one who lied to me.

"There isn't much more to say."

I pushed past her and tried to go find Bucky and Steve. There would be no way, that I would go back to her.

She held her feelings in after lying to me, and then expected me to come running back. Absolutely fucking not. I refused to fall back in that trap again.

But to be fair, I really did love Nat. It didn't matter tho, because I had moved on, and now she needs to.

   A/n: wow. This is the first time I've posted since November. I've really missed it.