The Merciless Stud (Hot Trans Series #3)

Chapter 45

I panted heavily as my tears continued its purpose in life and flowed more out of my bloodshot eyes. Habol-habol ko ang aking hininga habang patuloy na mas gumuguho ang mundo ko dahil sa lahat lahat ng bagay na nasaksihan ko. There are a lot of questions, conclusions and confusions inside of my head right now. At tila ba kahit ang mayorya ng mga bagay na nakita ko at nangyari ngayon ay klaro na sa'kin, ngunit habang nagkaka-titigan kami ni Jade, ay ginugulo ulit lalo nito ang utak at mundo ko.

What is she doing here? W-why is she here? At bakit siya gulat na gulat na makita ako? A lot of accusing thoughts came up in my mind already but I formed my right hand into a fist to stop it and myself from listening to it because... because she's my friend.

She's Jade. This is Jade! My best friend! A sister to me! I cannot afford to entertain such thoughts even if my heart and gut is already telling me otherwise.

"J-jade..." my voice shook. A cry of help is so evident from it and I don't know why my heart keeps on breaking even more.

It keeps on aching and breaking especially after I saw how void of any reaction and emotion Jade suddenly appeared. Nawala na ang gulat sa mga mata at pamumutla ng mga labi niya. She was just looking at me coldly.

"Jade, why are you here? I-i need help." I said and reached for her to seek comfort and help but she just dodged my hand went to the far left side of the lift— avoiding and escaping from me. My heart jumped at my painful surprise of her move.

Tumunog ang elevator hudyat na papa-sara na ito ngunit mabilis niyang inabot ang mga numero sa bandang harapan ng elevator– kung saan ay natatalikuran ko.

My gut successfully took over my being denialist of a friend to her and forcefully spread my left arm to block her way. She gasped and took a step backward.

"Padaanin mo ako!" Mariin niyang sabi. Walang dalawang isip kong pina-lipad ang kanang kamay ko at malakas siyang sinampal.

"What are you doing here?! Ha?" I screamed. Patuloy na nag-aagusan ang mga luha ko. Natigagal siya at napa-sapo sa pisngi niya.

Urgh! Mahihibang na ako! Mababaliw na ako! Sinikap kong lokohin pa ng isang beses ang sarili ko at inisip na hindi tama ang nahihinuha ko sakaniya ngayon! Na kung bakit siya nandito! Ngunit hindi ko nagugustuhan ang paraan nang pag-iwas at depensa niya sa sarili niya dahil lumalabas lang na totoo ito! Na tama ang kutob ko! That she could actually be part of what I witnessed inside that fucking penthouse!

"Sumagot ka, Jade! Sagutin mo ako, tang ina ka, bakla! Ba't ka nandito? Hindi ka kailanman naka-punta rito at higit na lalong wala kang dapat na dahilan para pumarito!" I screamed in so much pain. Kitang kita ko ang pamumuo ng mga luha sa mga mata niya kahit na bumalik na ang mukha niya sa pagiging malamig sa'kin. She smirked.

"Stop feeling so entitled, Apple. Don't feel it too much. Inakala mo ba talagang seseryosohin ka?" She gave me an amusing smirk while fixing her stance. Sinaksak ng panibagong punyal ang puso ko. Nang paulit-ulit.

"Tang ina—"

"I already warned you, Apple! Mag-kaibigan tayo kaya pa-simple na kitang binalaan noon pa man pero ano? You really still shamelessly pushed yourself to him! Masyado kang nagpaka-delusyonal! You should be grateful I had the heart to at least warn you—"

Lumipad ulit ang kanang kamay ko at sinampal siya, ngunit mabilis siyang naka-bawi at sinampal rin ako nang sobrang lakas. Bahagya akong natinag sa pagkaka-tayo. I cried more.

"N-napaka-sama mo, Jade! H-how? How could you do this to me?! I am your best friend! Bakit? Sino ba iyong babaeng iyon para kampihan mo nang ganito?" I sobbed. Kung nakikita lamang ang puso ko ay baka iba't ibang klase na ng punyal ang naka-tarak dito ngayon. Different daggers are stabbed deep into it.