Just recently, I've realized, it really is sad to have no permanent group of friends, or even someone to talk to. Before, when I was still around 15, I thought that it's great to be alone most of the time. Well, it is, I did enjoyed that time. But as I get older, I realized, it's not that fun to be alone, I do have friends in school, but they also have their own circle of friends ya know, so most of the time, especially on our vacant time, I'm alone, sometimes I just draw or sleep in a empty classroom. Although, it can be relieving, it can also be sad. When I get home, it's almost the same, my mom is always there, when I get home, but it's as if we're strangers you know. Once I stepped inside our house, there's no greeting or anything, we don't eat together as well, just seldomly, she's also constantly on her phone so yeah. Also, if I only have online class, it's just me in the house, no one to talk to, no one to play with even online. Most of my friends, I just met them online, because of TWICE, but since a new school year started, most of them are so busy. It really gets lonely to be alone sometimes. I also get left out most of the time, and I think this is affecting me emotionally and probably mentally. Anyway, that's just all, just wanted to rant out. Y'all can also rant here, don't keep it to yourself. I promise you, this place is safe, I've kept this a safe place for 3 years until now, no one's gonna judge you. I promise you that.
That's all, love you all!😘
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FanfictionMeeting each other randomly in a playground, helping each other in every aspect, but what will happen if one leave? Will she change? Be devastated? Will she mourn at the loss of her friend? Let's find it out! Started: November 19, 2020 Ended: April...
