07/31/2010

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Dear Diary,

Today Daddy and I went to his workplace again. It was no different than the last few times we went. Just people coming in and out. It was the same as yesterday except I had an appointment with the doctor today. She said the meds hadn't had time to kick in yet but wanted to know how I was. I was honest and told her how I felt while on them. I told her how others think I'm more relaxed, but inside I still feel tense. I don't know why. She called it masking the emotions. It seems pretty cool they have a name for it. I'm going to try not to "mask my emotions", maybe it'll help people see that I'm still trying to heal. I have therapy tomorrow and I'm going to talk to my therapist about everything that happened in the past few days. I need to get it out instead of trying to keep it in. At least you have a lock and key. I don't have one for myself, but I wish I did.

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