11/15/2010

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Dear Diary,

Today was still a hurtful day. Mark already prepared the meals. He asked if I wanted to go with him to pass out the food. I shook my head. He didn't know I was crying. I think he knew, but I couldn't tell. It still hurts to look at him. I had nightmares last night, but I didn't feel comfortable going to Mark's room and cuddling up to him. I had a nightmare about him laughing at me. It hurts a lot. I stayed in my room, crafting throughout the day. Mark brought some food in for me. I didn't bother eating it. I just wanted to be left alone for the day. You may call me soft, annoying, or anything you can think of, but I don't care. If you don't know what it's like to be laughed at by someone you're supposed to trust, then you may not understand my pain. Thank you for letting me vent Diary, I don't know what I would do without you.

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