Chapter 8

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Ace's POV

I had to get out of there kundi baka di ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko. I meant what I said when I said "Always."

Truth is matagal ko ng crush si Cait. Pero para sa kin suntok yun sa buwan until the stars seemed to align. I have always admired her from a distance. Pero normal naman yun di ba? Fan ako e. Pero never ko naimagine na mabibigyan ako ng chance na mas makilala pa sya and to discover how genuine she is.

Noon ko pa sya nakikita at gustong makasama pero pakiramdam ko ang layo nya so never ko na inattempt kasi pakiramdam ko masasaktan lang ako tsaka may boyfriend sya nun. So kahit minsan nakakasalamuha ko sya lalo na after ng games. I kept my distance. I chose to admire her from afar.

Pero from that very first moment that I shook her hand, alam ko na sa sarili ko that I was in trouble. Alam ko sa sarili ko na mahihirapan na ko pigilan yung nararamdaman ko. I tried pero transparent akong tao, what you see is what you get. I wear my heart on my sleeves.

I tried to convince myself na crush lang to, na curious lang ako at hanggang dito lang to pero the more I get to know her, the more I can't hide my feelings anymore.

Naloko na Ace. You can't keep lying to her. Hindi to fair. She needs to know.

Pero natatakot ako, what if umiwas na sya? Kaya ko ba?

Mahika (A Caitlin Viray, CaitBea, JhoBea and CMFT fanfic)Where stories live. Discover now