Preference #101: Miscarriage.

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by AmandaKovacic

by AmandaKovacic

<li class="chat_line" style="outline: none 0px; margin: 0px; border-right-width: 1px; border-right-style: solid; border-right-color: #e2e4e7; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: #e2e4e7; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-style: solid; border-left-color: #e2e4e7; list-style-type: none; padding: 9px 14px;"><strong style="outline: none 0px; margin-right: 4px; display: inline-block; margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px;">George: When I got home I couldnt find Y/N anywhere, this worried me, normally she would meet me at the door with a hug and kiss. I found her crying on the swing we made from the tree in our backyard. "Babe, whats wrong love?" I ran to her and checked her over for injuries but she didnt have any. "I lost them." "Lost who? Or what?" "I went to the hospital because I found blood on my pants. He told me I lost the baby George." This hit me like a pile of bricks, I had never expected this to happen to us. If this was hard on me, it must be torture for Y/N. "I killed our baby, its all my fault." Now was when the tears were about to fall. "No, Y/N listen to me. This is not your fault, these things happen to people everyday and they get through it. Do you know how they get through it Y/N?" "How?" I lifted her off the swing and carried her to the hammock. Once we both got comfortable I told her. "They get through it because they know that it wasnt anyones fault or mistake. They have each other and they know that they can try again soon." Now the tears started falling into her hair. "Y/N this is not your fault or my fault. It happened, and maybe this is God's way of saying that maybe we arent ready to love and take care of a child. This happened and we can always try again, we just have to get past this bump in the road and try again." She was still crying on my shoulder, but I wanted her to look at me when I said this next part. "Hey,look at me." I lifted up her chin and looked into her eyes, "This is not your fault Y/N. I promise you its not, I know that you may thibk it is but its not! Alright, you know that I hate seeing you like this, please stop crying love." It took about 10 more minutes for her to stop crying, all night I kept reminding her that this was an accident and not her fault. It hurt me deeply but I had to be strong, for her.</li>

<li class="chat_line" style="outline: none 0px; margin: 0px; border-right-width: 1px; border-right-style: solid; border-right-color: #e2e4e7; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: #e2e4e7; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-style: solid; border-left-color: #e2e4e7; list-style-type: none; padding: 9px 14px; background-color: #fdfdfd; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><strong style="outline: none 0px; margin-right: 4px; display: inline-block; margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px;">Jaymi: You were pregnant! You and Jaymi had just found out three weeks ago and now you were on your way to the doctors to make sure. After about ten minutes after you changed into your hospital gown the nurse came in. "Hi, are you Jaymi and Y/N Hensley? Here about a new pregnancy?" "Yes. Im Jaymi and this is obviously Y/N. We barely found out a few weeks ago and wanted to make sure it was real." "Okay, lets get started then!" The nurse got you all set up and started moving the scanner around to see if a small fetus was in there. She got up and said, "Excuse me." and left. You looked at Jaymi and he just shrugged in response, a mintue later a different woman came in with the nurse. She grabbed the scanner and looked again, she out it back and whisoered to the young nurse before turning to you and Jaymi. "I was told that this is your first time being pregnant?" "Yes, we found out three weeks ago." "Well it seems that the baby isnt there, at least anymore. This is a common thing with first timers, a miscarriage isnt an uncommon thing. Its better for you that it happened now instead of in a few months, Im terribly sorry about this unfortunate lose. But since you are still both young and seem to have a lot of hope you can try again in a few weeks." The doctor smiled at you both, rubbed your hand and left without another word. "Are you okay baby?" You turned to Jaymi, "Um, I dont know. I feel like I should be devastated and crying, but I just feel sad. Is that a bad thing?" Jaymi sat down on the bed and grabbed your hand, "No, I think its a good thing. Like the doctor said, its better to have happened now instead of later and we can always try again. Sure it was our first baby, but now we can have more time to be prepared for the next baby." "Okay, I guess I should change now." "Right, when we get home, err, I would like to say we can try for another but we cant so, we can watch some sappy chick flicks and eat buckets of ice cream." Jaymi walked over to you as you were putting on your boots and kissed your nose. "That sounds nice." Everything that Jaymi said is what you did, just with kisses and cuddles added in along with it.</li>

<li class="chat_line" style="outline: none 0px; margin: 0px; border-right-width: 1px; border-right-style: solid; border-right-color: #e2e4e7; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: #e2e4e7; border-left-width: 1px; border-left-style: solid; border-left-color: #e2e4e7; list-style-type: none; padding: 9px 14px;"><strong style="outline: none 0px; margin-right: 4px; display: inline-block; margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px;">JJ: Blood, everywhere. At four months pregnant, of course this would scare you to death. JJ had just left with Josh and George for a 'boys day' while Jaymi stayed with you. You had gone to the bathroom to, you know use it, when you saw the blood on your underwear. You knew that you couldn't get your period for another five or six months so you started to panic. You went and put on a new pair of panties and went back downstairs to Jaymi very worried. "Jaymi we need to get to the hospital." "Why? Whats wrong Y/N?" Jaymi was asking you all these questions while helping you get in his Audi 3000. On the car ride there you told Jaymi you found blood on your underwear and that it worried you. Once he parked the car, Jaymi rushed to your side and helped you out without possibly hurting you. Jaymi rushed you to the front desk as fast as possible, "How can I help you?" "My friend is pregnant and she found blood on her underwear just ten minutes ago. Please help her." "Alright dear, just bring her and follow me." The kind nurse led you and Jaymi to the nearest yet private hospital room and went to get a doctor. "Do you want me to call JJ Y/N?" "Not yet, I dont want to worry him if its nothing." Jaymi just nodded and left the room once the doctor came back. Three hours later JJ was back and was holding you in his arms while both of you shed tears. It was a miscarriage, and it hit both of you hard. The only good thing to come out of all this was that you didnt lose JJ, and he's all you needed then.</li>

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