Evan has been my best friend for a pretty long time. We've been through everything together, even graduation. Evan always wanted to become an actor, which he was great at might I add. He was in some minor roles and even got the a part for a movie called "Sleepover" back in high school. I was sitting on the couch in Evan's apartment as he went over his lines for this new TV series he was auditioning for. I'm not going to lie, I was a bit sad. I guess Evan noticed, so he laid his script on the table and turned towards me.
"What's the matter Y/N?" He said smiling.
"I'm fine." I said forcing a smile towards him avoiding eye contact.
"Y/N I've known you since we were like 10. I can tell when something is bothering you." He said grabbing my hand.
I sighed and pulled away slightly.
"I just.." I started but shook my head.
"Y/N-"
"I'm just scared Evan."
"Scared of what?"
I hesitated to answer him, but I just told him what was up.
"I'm scared that everything will change. You're an amazing actor and I'm 100% positive you're going to get this part. You're going to become a celebrity and I don't want you to forget about me...forget about what we have..." I trailed off avoiding his eye contact.
"Y/N-"
"I know I know. Who selfish can I be? I just love you so much Evan and I don't want anything to change."
"You're not being selfish at all Y/N, I understand. Even if I do somehow get this part which I highly doubt, nothing is going to change. No matter what happens, what we have... It will never change." He said staring into my eyes.
I felt my eyes start to sting and silently cursed myself. Why must I be so sensitive.
"Wow I'm crying." I said with a small laugh while wiping away tears.
"You don't have to worry about anything Y/N. You're the most important girl in this world to me. Aside from my mom." He said making me laugh with him.
I grabbed his hand and smiled a little bit.
"I really hope you get the part Evan. You really deserve it." I said which caused Evan to smile.
He pulled me into a hug and I buried my face into his chest holding onto him tightly.
"I love you Y/N." Evan said kissing my forehead.
"I love you too."
He let go if me and I sat back into the sofa.
"I think I've studied these lines enough already." Evan said leaning back on the sofa with me.
"So are you excited about the show? What's it called again."
"The show is called American Horror Story. And of course I'm excited why wouldn't I be." He said chuckling.
"I don't know." I said laughing.
Evan threw his arm around my shoulder and I snuggled up into his side.
"You're like the older brother I never had." I said giggling looking at Evan. His face dropped a bit but he quickly covered it up with a smile.
"Um it's getting pretty late Y/N, you should probably get some rest." He said removing his arm from around my shoulder. I got off of him and gave him a questioning look.
"Is it okay if I stay here just for tonight, I'll leave in the morning."
"No that's okay. You should get going."
"Trying to get rid of me already Ev?" I said laughing making him blush.
"No, No not at all-"
"I'll just sleep on the sofa. Bring me a blanket?" Evan sighed and nodded walking upstairs to get my blanket.
Evan's POV
I walked upstairs to get Y/N a blanket. I hate myself for acting like an ass to her. I was basically kicking her out. I didn't want to, she was just driving me crazy. I might sound pathetic, but over the years I might've caught some feelings for her. We've been best friends forever, and we've gotten super close. We dated in our junior year of high school, but decided to break up because it was starting to change us. But the truth is, I liked it. I liked her. And she basically friend zoned me by calling me the brother she never had. I walked downstairs and handed Y/N a blanket.
Usually if Y/N crashed at my place, she'd just sleep in my bed with me. It wasn't weird since we wee so close, but ever since I felt these feelings towards her...its been driving me mad. Having to sleep in the same bed with the girl I love, but not being able to show her I love her. I didn't want her to sleep downstairs or on my stupid sofa chair either. I mentally sighed and started to speak to her.
"Hey uh Y/N are you sure you want to stay in the sofa? You could come stay with me."
"Nope it's okay Ev, I can take a hint. You want your space, I understand. I'll be fine in the sofa, it's just one night." She said laughing.
"No it's not that. I don't want you to sleep down here by yourself. Come lay with me." I said smiling and she smiled back.
She grabbed the blanket and headed upstairs to my room. I turned off the lights downstairs and headed upstairs towards my room.
Y/N plopped into my bed making it bounce.
"Can I borrow a shirt?" She said to me.
I pulled one out of my draw and tossed it to her. She turned around and pulled off her shirt. My eyes widen but then I realized I shouldn't be shocked.
Y/N is super comfortable with me, I am with her too. When she'd change in front of me, I'd probably blush sometimes and turn away. But now I have a totally different reaction to it.
I faced the other direction and bit my lip as I waited for her to finish.
"I'm not getting naked Evan. I'm just changing into your shirt. You can turn around now I'm done." She said laughing at me.
I blushed as I turned around and changed into my pajamas. Either I had no effect on her, or she was pretty damn good at hiding it.
By the time I finished she was already in bed. She had a pillow underneath her head and had my covers tucked around her body.
I climbed in bed with her and stayed as far away from her body as I could. This shouldn't be weird, I can't make this weird. I turned off the lamp, which made the Tv glow in the darkness.
"Night Ev." She said while.
"Night Y/N."
"I love you." She said.
"I love you too." If only she knew how much I really meant it.
Yeah I know I suck! Everybody just loves slow updates right?! I'm trying my best to get something out there for you guys! I hope you enjoyed anyways! Please vote and comment! Thanks for all the support Ilygsm!!!❤️❤️❤️
